Aaj apne dil ko kuch is tarah saza di humne.. uski har khata maaf kar di humne.. shikva kaise kare ek ajnabi se hum.. jise chaha tha humne.. woh to ho gaya hai kahi gum.. isliye uski har baat bhula di humne.. apni chahat ko apne hi haatho.. aaj saza di humne.. jo pyaar jante hi nahi.. unse pyaar ka izhaar kaisa.. jinhe wafa se matlab hi nahi.. unki bewafai pe shikva kaisa.. roye hai bahut.. ab aur na hum royenge.. aye mohabbat tere liye.. apna chain ab na khoyenge..
I wish you all of my luck and much more to you.. may you always get what you want in life.. I always believe in you.. and I know success will always kiss your feet where ever you go.. even when I am not with you.. but still I am not far away from you.. I hope you understand.. love always...
...I want to see you smiling and happy always.. doesn't mean I'll make myself cry again and again.. why your happiness always ends up wetting my eyes.. ?
Sometimes you meet someone just to give hurt and get hurt again and again..
Itna waqt guzar gaya.. sab kuch to badal gaya.. nahi badalte to ye jazbaat.. ye ahsaas.. aaj bhi mera dil aapke udaas hone ke ahsaas se kaanp jata hai.. khud ko aapse juda nahi rakh pati mei.. aapki ek muskurahat dekhne ko har pal dua karti hoo mei.. aap zara sa muskura de to lagta hai jaise bahar aa gayi ho mausam mei.. har pal aapka khushiyon se bhara ho.. aapki hansi mei hamesha woh khanak ho jo aaj bhi goonjti hai mere mann mei bas yahi chahti hoo mei.. kuch rishtey aise hote hai jinhe hum chah kar bhi nahi bhool sakte.. kuch log aise hote hai jinse hum rooth kar bhi juda nahi ho sakte.. zindagi chahe kitni bhi aage nikal jaye.. lekin aap hamesha mere sath rahoge.. mei kabhi aapko apne se door nahi kar sakti.. kyoki aaj bhi mei aapse bahut pyaar karti hoo.. bahut zayada.. lekin kuch kah nahi sakti.. lekin aisa koi pal nahi jab mei aapko yaad nahi karti.. nayi zindagi hai.. nayi raahein hai.. ek achcha humsafar bhi hai.. lekin aapke na hone ahsaas aaj bhi har pal palke bheego jata hai.. har waqt aisa lagta hai jaise kuch kami hai ..har khushi adhoori hai.. har sapna berang hai.. bheed mei bhi tanhayi hai.. kehte hai pyaar ka rishta hai janam ka rishta.. hai janam ka ye jo rishta to badalta kyo hai..???
Bahut se sapne dekhe the maine.. har sapne mei uska basera tha.. kabhi hasta.. kabhi muskurata.. kabhi mujhae satata.. kabhi mujhae daantta.. to kabhi love you sunne ko machalta.. kabhi mere saath sapno mei jhoomta ..to kabhi mujhae hakikat dikhata.. char pal ki thi vo zindagi.. lekin har pal pariyo ki kahani sa tha.. vo muskurata to lagta jaise ek sakoon mil gaya.. vo hasta to lagta jaise chahat ko meri kinara mil gaya.. uske kadmo ki aahat ko door se jaan lete thi mei.. vo mujhae pukarta to khil uthati thi mei.. manchali titli ki tarah udati thi mei.. khayalo mei uske khoyi use se baatein karti thi mei.. uska naam apne naam se jodkar khud par hi sharmaya karti thi mei.. uske liye har pal khud se ladti thi mei.. kitna bhi rulaye voh.. lekin agle hi pal usse milne ko tadap uthti thi mei.. katti nahi thi raatein.. guzarte nahi the din.. jab chod gaya tanha vo mujhae.. na jaane kaise kati zindagi har din.. aansoon ka mela.. tha mayusiyon ne ghera.. dil karta tha jakar usse lipat jaoo mei.. kitna pyaar kiya usse.. ye usko samjhaoo.. Magar ye ho na saka.. na mei kuch kah saki.. na hi woh kuch sun saka.. beet gaya waqt.. badal gaye pal.. dard baha aankhon se lahoo banke.. magar aaj bhi un lamhon ki yaad baki hai.. aur jab yaad aati hai to bahut aati hai..
Dhund se cha jati hai.. jab tu saamne aata hai.. meri nigahon mei bas.. tu hi tu muskurata hai.. kitne bhi ho jayein shikve gile.. kitne bhi aansoo bah niklein.. jab tu dheeme se bulata hai.. dil mera machal machal jata hai.. door tujhse kitna bhi.. jana chahoo mei.. mujhae tu apne kareeb hi nazar aata hai.. meri sari khushiya hai nisaar tujh pe.. le loon sare aansoon tere.. mei meri jaan tujhse.. jis raah bhi chalo tum.. khushiya choome tumhare kadam.. udasi ka ek lamha bhi.. na guzre tumhari raah se.. sapna hai ya hakikat mei na janoo.. mei to tujhae aaj bhi apna manoo.. muskura lenge hum sochkar yahi.. ki tum khush ho kahi...
Sooner or later we move on with life.. leave heartaches.. pain and tears behind.. try to keep happy memories and want to forget sad ones.. but everything good or bad ..smile or tear holds its special place when given from someone very special.. Aag to bujh gayi.. tapish ab bhi baki hai.. dil to toot chuka.. lekin tera khayaal ab bhi baki hai... Same dreams.. same hope and same faith i see in someone else's eyes now.. and i promise myself not to fail again.. A New Beginning.. A New Life..
She was busy in tearing papers.. cards.. letters on which she used to scribble her thoughts.. her dreamz.. was making sure that she wont left any memory alive.. may be doing this will help her in moving on she thought.. she deleted all mails.. messages.. and took a look at his picture in her hand.. no tears .. no sighs.. she was absolutely fine.. thought may be everything will be easier now.. she took a ride to the past.. enjoyed each and every moment of time.. and then peacefully crashed herself on bed.. thinking she have done it finally.. closed her eyes.. and there he was.. but she deleted everything right? then? well deleting physically doesnt mean its easy to erase from heart too.. only time can fade that pain away.. tears hugged her pillow tight.. after few minutes she got up.. picked up all the peices of paper.. kept them in a box.. retrieved all mails and messages and shifted them to a folder.. sealed them with a kiss ..and smiled.. but promised herself not to touch them again..
tere khushbuu men base khat main jalaataa kaise.. pyaar men duube huye khat main jalaataa kaise.. jin ko duniyaa kii nigaahon se chhupaaye rakhaa.. jin ko ik umr kaleje se lagaaye rakhaa.. jin ko, jinhen iimaan banaaye rakhaa.. tune duniyaa kii nigaahon se jo bachkar likhe.. saalahaasaal mere naam baraabar likhe.. kabhii din men to kabhii raat men uthakar likhe.. pyaar men duube huye khat main jalaata kaise.. tere haathon ke likhe khat main jalaata kaise..
And it was a beautiful morning.. misty eyes.. but a fresh smile.. she knew it that she have to leave the past behind.. and now its the time.. coz its what.. we call life.. hai na..
Yeh jo zindagi ki kitaab hai ye kitaab bhi kyaa kitaab hai.. kahin ek haseen saa Khvaab hai kahin jaan-levaa azaab hai.. kahin chhaanv hai kahin dhoop hai kahin aur hi koi roop hai.. kayi chehare is mein chupe hue ik ajeeb si yeh naqaab hai.. kahin kho diyaa kahin paa liyaa kahin ro liyaa kahin gaa liyaa.. kahin cheen leti hai har Khushi kahin meharabaan behisaab hai.. kahin aasoon ki hai daastaan kahin muskuraahaton ka bayaan.. kahin barqaton ki hai baarishen kahin tishnagii behisaab hai.. Yeh jo zindagi ki kitaab hai ye kitaab bhi kyaa kitaab hai ...
Kuch pakar khona hai.. kuch khokar pana hai.. jeevan ka matlab to.. aana aur jaana hai..
And as moving on is life.. i have to move on from here too.. coz i nurtured this place with my emotions.. most of the posts were reflection of my feelings.. love ..care.. tears.. dreamz.. pain.. hope.. and faith.. so many memories hidden behind the words..
Ye jagah aur uski khamoshi... pyaar ke naam... pyaar bahut karte hai tumse... ishq hai tu hamara sanam...
May be i'll write again.. may be not.. but somewhere else.. Thanks to all of you for everything..
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