Wednesday, May 24, 2006

Love me.. love me not....


Was surfing net just to kill time.. n i came across this sweet pic.. and some old school days memories came up.. when i used to play this game with my friends *smiles* .. hehe i know sounds silly.. but ooo i remember smtimes tears rolled down my cheeks and smtimes big smile on my face..


Do u ever played this sweet silly game??

 
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Monday, May 22, 2006

Sooni rahein....


Sooni raahein ye kehti hai..
koi saath chale in raho mei..
bheega mausam.. jaagi khushboo..
koi daal de bahein baho mei..
din dooba shaam aayi..
yaado ki badli chaayi..
fir deep jale in aankho mei..
hum jaan gaye.. pehchaan gaye..
tu aankh hai mei sapna hoo..
sooni rahein...
hontho pe ek kahani..
kuch jani.. kuch anjani..
hum bhool gaye jo baato mei..
tu mera hai.. mei teri hoo..
tu pyaas hai ..mei dariya hoo..
sooni raahein..

Ye gana kabhi mere hotho par aise sajta tha jaise meri muskaan.. na jane kitni baar gungunaya isko.. kabhi apne liye ..to kabhi dosto ke liye.. jab jab bheega mausam aata ye gana mere hotho par aata.. aaj achanak yu hi barish dekhte hue yaad aa gaya.. bahut si yaado ko bi saath le aaya...

Yaadein zindgi ko haseen banati hai.. ek ek pal ko sambhal kar rakho apne pehlu mei.. na jane kab yahi pal jeene ka sahara ban jaye.. yu to kehte hai yaado mei guzarti nahi zindgi.. par yu bhi hai ki yaadein na ho to kuch bhi nahi hai zindgi.. keval aaj mei na to koi jiya hai na hi ji payega.. kuch khatti.. kuch meethi yaadein.. kuch hasati.. kuch rulati yaadein.. par jaise bhi hai ye hai mere apni yaadein..

aanewala kal ek sapna hai.. guzra hua pal bas apna hai.. hum guzre pal mei rehte hai.. yaado ke sab jugnoo hamare dil mei rehte hai...

Courtesy: Nostalgic moments..

 
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Friday, May 19, 2006

A for....

Ok.. its a tag but a little different one.. scribblez gave me the letter A .. A the first letter of alphabet.. oo i love this letter.. thanks scribblez.. and sorry for taking too long to finish this work.. actually my tutor ditched me in between :(
The Instructions:Comment, and I shall give you a letter. Go back to your journal, and write ten words beginning with that letter, including an explanation of what those words means to you and why.

Apple: First word we learn when we start learning.. n then mom says.. eat an apple a day keep doctor away.. Red delicious apple or sweet n sour green apples.. all r good..

mmm i dont like apple much.. but i try to eat one everyday..

Altar: an elevated structure before which couples exchange their vows.. or other religious ceremony performs..

One of my dreams to have a church wedding n to exchange vows of love ..

Adore: means to worship as GOD or to like very much..

I usually dont use this word much often.. smtimes when some cute little angel passes by i say ooo she is adorable.. else i adore only my parents..

Argue: to prove yourself by reasoning sometimes in louder voice..

mmm i dont like arguing.. or sh i say iam so poor in arguing.. at professional level still its ok. type but when its at personal n emotional level i just go blank :(

Artist: a creative person.. a person whos imagination and talent shows exceptional skills.. like dancers.. writers.. painters etc..

mmm i like creative ppl a lot.. though iam not much artist myself but ye i can make henna just like a professional.. hehe so if tomrw i miss my job u know where to find me..

August: 8th month of the year..

I like this month coz so many b'days of my dear ones.. and yes summers at its peek this time n time to enjoy beaches.. pools.. camilsole n shorts *smiles*

Abacus: a rectangle or square frame with sliding counters on rods..

mm it was one of my fav toy in childhood.. i loved pushing n counting those colorful beeds..


Amazing: to show affect with great wonder..

I use this word quite frequently.. whenever smthing catches my attention.. iam like amazzzzzzinggggggggg... hehe

Appraisal: a valuation of something(can be u too :P ) by an expert..

mm in IT anual appraisals have some value esp in indian companies.. where yr Manager evaluates yr performance..

Aquarium: a water filled tank or bowl in which fishes are kept..

Iam not a very pet friendly gal but i like fishes.. i do have a small aquarium in which 4 fishes live happily..

 
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Wednesday, May 17, 2006

Butterfly love....


Two butterflies were in love.........One day, they decided to play Hide n Seek.......During the play.....
Boy Butterfly - "A small game within us"
Girl Butterfly - "OK"
Boy Butterfly - "The one who sits in this flower tomorrow early in the morning.....that one loves the other one more....."
Girl Butterfly - "OK"
Next morning, the boy butterfly waits for the flower to open so that he can sit before the girl butterfly does...... Finally, the flower opened.....
What did he see.....?????........
The girl butterfly had died inside the flower..She stayed there all night......so that early in the morning....as soon as she sees him.......she can fly to him and tell him how much she loved him........
LOVING MIGHT BE A MISTAKE, BUT ITS WORTH MAKING

I got this sweet little story from my friend.. it touched me deep.. but am not convinced with last line.. LOVING MIGHT BE A MISTAKE... how can it be?

And i read this one too..

To lose someone you love is to alter your life for ever. You don't get over it because 'it' is the person you loved. The pain stops, there are new people, but the gap never closes. How could it? The individuality of someone who mattered enough to grieve over cant be erased by anyone but death. This hole in my heart is in the shape of you and no one else can fit. Why would I want them to?

I agree though i know no one is indispensable but whoever comes close to us in our life they hv some sp place with in us.. which can never be taken by anyone else.. yet life moves on..

Courtesy: Random thoughts of a confused mind..

 
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Saturday, May 13, 2006

Kyo hai....


Koee ye kaise bataaye ke wo tanahaa kyon hai
wo jo apanaa thaa, wahee aaur kisee kaa kyon hai
yahee duniyaan hain to fir, ayesee ye duniyaan kyon hai
yahee hotaa hain to, aakhir yahee hotaa kyon hai?

ik jaraa haath badhaa de to, pakad le daaman
us ke seene mein samaa jaaye, humaaree dhadakan
itanee kurbat hain to fir faasalaa itanaa kyon hai?

dila-ye-barabaad se nikalaa naheen abatak koee
ik loote ghar pe diyaa karataa hain dastak koee
aas jo toot gayee hain fir se bandhaataa kyon hai?

tum masarrt kaa kaho yaa ise gam kaa rishtaa
kahate hain pyaar kaa rishtaa hain janam kaa rishtaa
hai janam kaa jo ye rishtaa to badalataa kyon hai?

 
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Thursday, May 11, 2006

Am bored....




Iam sooo soooo soooooo boreddddddddddddd !!!!

booo hooo hoooo!!!

Boring work ..boring life.. boring ..boring...

I NEED A BREAK...




 
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Monday, May 08, 2006

Time pass....

As am bored right now n dont wanna bore anyone by my one more silly write up so i took this tag from Confused ..Here i go..
Part-I
Name 10 of life’s simple pleasures that you like the most and then pick 10 people to do the same (optional).


1. Taking care of my plants.. trimming them.. watering them on time.. n arranging them in different corners of my little home :)
2. I love water.. beaches.. swimming pool.. bath tub.. or rain.. i can spend whole day splashing n playing in water..
3. Cooking ..especially when i feel lonely.. its my best companion..
4. Music.. mainly hindi oldies n ghazals..
5. I love beach side camping n long tracking in woods..
6. When He reads nazms to me.. my dil goes mmmm..
7. My long fingers n beautiful toes..
8. Work outs.. 15 mins every morning..
9. Taking care of my love ones..
10. Post rain smell of wet soil... my dil goes mmmmm..

Part-II
1.Grab the book nearest to you, turn on page 18 and find line 4.
RD.. its an ad of RELPEX a medicine used to treat migraine..


2.Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
Done... ouch i hit the wall..

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
We don't watch TV..

4.Without looking, guess what time it is?
12 30 pm..

5. Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?
12 26 pm..

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
Tic tok of the clock..

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
3 hrs back.. went for a walk with a friend..

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
Confused's blog n YM..

9. What are you wearing?
White skirt n pink figure hugging top ;)

10. Did you dream last night?
Didnt sleep properly..

11. When did you last laugh?
Few hours back..

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
A date planner.. a family pic.. n a collage of memories..

13. Seen anything weird lately?
Nope..

14. What do you think of this quiz?
Ok.. Ok.. if u dont have anything better to do like me ..

15. What is the last film you saw?
First 50 dates... last night.. i simply love this movie... *smiles*


16. If you became a multimillionaire overnight, what would you buy?
Everything wtr i can hehe..

17. Tell me something about you that I dunno.

mmm like?? i dont like apricot..

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?

Make sure that two ppl who loves eachother always be together... no one can depart them..

19. Do you like to dance?
Yes.. infact a lot *smiles*

20. George Bush.
What about him?

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
mmm let it be a secret for now *smiles*

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
mmm donno will see hehe...

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
I live abroad... i think its permanent..

24.What do you want GOD to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
Come here my sweetest duffer.. *smiles*

25. 5 people who must also do this meme in their journal.
Not tagging anyone ..whever wants to do it ...most welcome..
 
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Thursday, May 04, 2006

Longing....


It wasa beautiful night in paradise.. stars twinkled.. sky romanced the moon.. cool breeze flirted with the naughty leaves.. Everywhere everything was so calm and beautiful.. but still she was sad and lonely.. She was waiting for her beloved.. to come and hug her tight.. Minutes turned into hours and she was restless.. as the night was getting ready to hug the dawn.. She checked the places where she could find him.. She was right.. he had left his foot prints at some places.. but he didn't come to her tonight.. She looked at the moon with misty eyes..

and the moon asked.. "when love makes u cry so much ..why dont u leave your love?? "

she smiled n said.. "moon can u leave your sky?? "

moon replied.. No never..

she said.. "neither can i.. " n tears rolled down her cheeks..

She crashed on her bed and tears started kissing her pillow.. She didn't try to stop them because she wanted them to enjoy each others company.. So what if she was lonely, so what? She knew its going to be a never ending longing from this moment on..
Some nights are just way too long... just too long.. *Sigh*

yaad mein teree jaag jaag ke hum.. raata bhar karawate badalate hai..
jab se toone nigaah feree hai.. din hain sunaa.. to raat andheree hai..
kyaa kahe tuz se kyo huyee dooree.. hum samazate hain apanee majabooree..
tuz ko maaloom kyaa ke tere liye.. dil ke gam aasooon mein dhalate hai..

Courtesy : my dreamworld *smiles*
 
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Wednesday, May 03, 2006

Small world....


She reached work around 10.10 after a week break n was thinking from where to start.. n the PM called her..

He.. hey,good morning.. i need a favor


She.. very good morning.. sure tell me..

He.. i got call for an urgent meeting rt now n this guy is coming for an interview but i'll be few mins late so can u go n attend him for me plz..

She.. ok no problem as long as i dont have to take an interview..

He.. haha sure u dont have to..

She.. ok whats his name..


n then when she heard that name her heart skipped a beat .. n she was like is it possible?? n mind said its not impossible either.. its been a long long time.. she almost hv forgotten that name.. altogether it was a strange feeling.. with a little excitement she headed towards reception.. from the lobby of 2nd floor she looked down ..
..there he was sitting n lost in sm book.. same o same handsome boi.. not too much changes in looks ..her school mate.. her rival.. n her FIRST CRUSH.. bubbles of memories started popping around her as she went down the stairs... she was amazed ..she was surprised.. she was thinking how to greet him.. they never were friends.. they always used to fight or stare eachother silently.. lost in all this she was standing just a feet away from him..

Hi.. slowly she said..
Hi.. he said casually while looking up.. for a sec he was still as trying to recall smthing n next sec he jumped up with a big YOUUUU OMG.. same o same old expression which she used to call nautanki.. but today it wasnt drama she knew that.. he was really shocked.. they both were blank what to say.. so next few minutes they were just smiling.. n before they would hv said anything his call came.. so she wished him good luck n he asked her to be around..
she came back to her cubi.. but it was hard to concentrate.. she wanted to talk.. she wanted to listen.. to know that where was he all those 9 1/2 yrs.. hows life treating him n all..

she met him in summers after 10th exams when she joined coaching.. he was one of the most handsome boys she ever seen.. he always used to be so quiet not talking much to anyone.. just lost in his books n notes.. so the gals said he is proud thats y he dont talk... mmm interesting she thought.. as she was one hell notty gal that time who used to enjoy taking pange with guys ..n slowly slowly she manages to irritate him everyday in class smtimes by her smart brain n smtimes by her silly sweetness.. n he started talking or u say arguing.. they used to argue on every single Q whether necessary or not they just dont hv to agree to each other... now that was news to others.. guy who runs away from gals all times n who always refused to give his notes to others ..started sharing at last.. but guess what.. she never asked for his notes when she missed the class.. n the frustation was clearly written on his face..

sitting in front of pc she is trying to push thoughts away.. n want to do some work but again n again memories pulling her back n she remembers once when she was about to sit on chair in class n a mate pulled the chair.. how embarassing it was ..she fall on ground n later on he slapped the guy.. after that peer teasing increased n their argument reduced to some extent.. now they used to discuss things with open minds without looking for points to compete with eachother on every step.. but they never talked anything else out of their curriculum.. rivalry redused but the one thing used to irritate her most was those two eyes... eyes following her everywhere all times.. doesnt matter where he is sitting his eyes following her every moment... jeez smtimes she wanted to punch them... n he always enjoyed n always smiled when she showed her angry face.. once her friend suggested u stare him back.. she tried that she kept staring him for sm time he smiled n then winked... damn she blushed ..n gave up that silly thing.. n those eyes followed her till the very last day.. one day suddenly he told that his father got trasfered to other city n they leaving in a week... n he left just like that following her silently ...

n finally she got call from reception.. n she went downstairs.. she asked wanna go for lunch as it was 2pm.. they reached olive gardens n placed orders.. still searching for a string to start... n then slowly they walk down the memory lane... they remembered teachers... friends... sm talks.. they laughed ..they teased each other.. he told her how guys used to tease him.. she told him how gals used to feel j... they were talking talking... by looking at them u cant say they meeting after long time.. n they hardly used to talk to eachother earlier..

they shared 9 yrs of life... their college masti.. professional challenges.. their friend circle.. family.. 3 hrs passed n still there was so much to say n listen.. he told her how he fell for a gal n y he left her... she told him how much she is in love.. n how she screwed up everything... she thought he hvnt change much in any way just like he is much open in talking now n think gained few inches in ht ... one thing was still same those eyes.... they were still staring at her without a blink as they were talking... so today finally she asked.. u used to stare me that time n u doing it today too.. is it just to irritate me or... he smiled for a sec n said.. earlier it was to irritate u n now..... n he just shook his head.. she blushed a little coz she knew wht he mean... so it was time to go as he had to catch the flight.. so he called the cab.. n while going he said.. i wanna tell ya smthing i was hving a crush on u that time... n she smiled without uttering a word.. n he asked u knew it dont ya.. n she smiled again n teased him what about now.. haha he laughed n said will tell tomrw.. n they assured each other to be in touch n to be friends...

this was her first date with her first crush but after 9 1/2 years... *SMILES*


 
posted by faith at 5:38 AM, | 12 comments
Monday, May 01, 2006

Start....

 
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