Tuesday, February 27, 2007

Turned one...


Apni marzi se kaha apne safar ke hum hai.. rukh hawaoo ka jidhar ka hai.. udhar ke hum hai..


Faith turned one on 24th feb.. i created this space just to pour out some thoughts.. some tears.. pain.. few smiles ..dreamz.. hopes.. Thanks to all of you who read and commented.. thanks to all who passed by silently..
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Tu mera sahara hai.. mei tera sahara hoo.. aankhoon mei samandar hai.. aashaoon ka pani hai.. zindagi aur kuch bhi nahi teri meri kahani hai..

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Friday, February 23, 2007

Things i learned so far...


Some are famous quotes and some are just my random ramblings..
.. Letting go is something you have to do every moment again and again..

.. In life just dont trust people.. who change their feelings with time.. instead trust those people whose feelings remain the same.. even when the time changes..

.. Its true that love makes us weak but later we are stronger than ever..

.. How ironic one moment you think you cant live without someone.. and the next moment you do exactly the same..

.. True love is giving all times..

.. Never expect anything from those who dont have anything to give.. not even a smile..
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.. Ever notice that the people who hurt you the most are the ones you love most ?..
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.. If hurting me makes you happy.. iam ready to cry all my life.. just to see you smile..
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.. It isn't what you have.. or who you are.. where you are.. or what you are doing.. that makes you happy or unhappy.. it is what you think about..
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So.. be positive always.. cherish the moments.. enjoy the life.. care for those who care for you.. love as no one else can ever love.. *smiles*

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Thursday, February 22, 2007

One more year...


Thanks to those who wished me at midnight..
Thanks to those who wished me in morning..
Thanks to those who wished me silently in heart..
Thanks to those who will wish me after reading this..
Thanks to those who forgot this day..
Thanks to those who remembers it but pretends to forget..
Thanks a lot everyone !!!


Birthday's are always special.. this year i missed my friends so much.. after a long long time this day passed so silently.. without much excitement.. in between some smiles and few tears.. some unexpected surprise knocked my door.. whereas someone dearest forgot the day completely..

o maajhi re o maajhi re
apana kinaara nadiya ki dhaara hain o maajhi re
saahilon se behne wale kabhi suna to hoga kahi
kaagazo ki kashtiyon ka kahi kinaara hota nahi
o maajhi re maajhi re
koi kinaara jo kinaare se mile wo apana kinaara hain
o maajhi re
paaniyon mein beh rahen hain kayi kinaar toote huye
raasto mein mil gaye hain sabhi sahaare toote huye
koi sahaara majh dhaare mein mile to apana sahaara hain
o maajhi re apana kinaara nadiya ki dhaara hain



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Wednesday, February 14, 2007

First meeting...


While coming out of security check she smiled at the officer on duty.. and moved ahead.. excitement.. happiness was written all over her.. dressed in pink top and white ruffled skirt.. hairs tied up carelessly.. few of them romancing with her cheeks.. a smile on rosy face.. a sparkle in deep brown eyes.. she was looking beautiful than ever.. people turned their heads and gazed at her as she passed them.. lost in thoughts she was walking as she was the only one there..
She was lost in dreaming.. thinking about her beloved all the way.. they went through a lot.. misunderstanding.. pain.. hurt.. tears.. loneliness.. sleppless night.. but inspite of all one thing was true.. that was her love for him.. her faith that one day everything will be fine.. so she anticipated this invitation of destiny.. she wondered what she would do when she will see him.. would she hug him.. or shake his hand or.. she had dreamed about this moment for so long.. i'll say this.. i'll ask this.. he'll smile.. he'll laugh.. no, i wont say this.. he'll be mad.. thoughts were hitting her as waves hit the seashore in a stromy night.. she was busy in talking to herself.. chuckling and blushing in between unaware of others presence..
As she stepped off the plane.. she called him..hey! where are you.. right beside you.. someone whispered in her ear.. she turned herself and there she was in front of a tall handsome in white T-shirt and blue jeans..with a smile and twinkle in eyes.. her arms were filled with gifts and goodies for him.. she blushed as eyes met eyes.. and bit her lower lip just to make sure that she is not dreaming.. he noticed that and laughed at her innocence.. they were standing there just like that.. looking at eachother.. smiling.. and he slowly took all bags from her and dropped them on floor.. as tears filled her eyes.. he reached up and gently embraced her face in his hands and kissed her forehead.. caressed her cheek.. lost himself in her eyes and said.. I love you.. she closed her eyes.. and a tear rolled down her cheek..the first touch of her man.. so wonderful and warm.. she slowly wrapped her arms around him and softly whispered.. I love you too.. they were lost in eachother.. hugging tight.. silently.. away from all the chaos of life.. while picking up the bags she looked up at him.. and he caught her stare.. eyes said something to eyes and.. suddenly they were in their world again.. far from reality.. heart pounding.. lips quivering.. invisible to world.. his lips made their way to hers.. this was the moment they both have longed for so long.. for so many months.. the moment they kissed she felt as their soul became one.. and nothing can apart them from this moment on.. they looked at eachother and smiled.. an immence satisfaction was written all over their faces.. he took her hand in his and they walked out of the terminal.. to conquer their dreams...

From this moment life has begun..
from this moment you are the one..
right beside you is where I belong..
from this moment on..
from this moment I have been blessed..
I live only for your happiness..
and for your love I'd give my last breath..
from this moment on..
I give my hand to you with all my heart..
can't wait to live my life with you, can't wait to start..
you and I will never be apart..
my dreams came true because of you..
from this moment as long as I live..
I will love you, I promise you this..
there is nothing I wouldn't give..
from this moment on..
you're the reason I believe in love..
and you're the answer to my prayers from up above..
all we need is just the two of us..
my dreams came true because of you..
from this moment as long as..
I live I will love you, I promise you..

Attention Please.. coz of heavy snow strom in NY city.. southwest airlines flight no. 232 has been cancelled.. passengers are requested to leave.. she picked up her bags and came out of the terminal.. her ipod still playing.. from this moment... *sigh*

Happy Valentines Day Everyone!! May you enjoy the day with one you love.. with the one who is the one for you only...!!! ....*smiles* Yes, Love is beautiful..


Enjoy the beautiful video by shania twain "from this moment.."





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Sunday, February 11, 2007

Still in love...


Love is in the air.. as V-day is coming near.. one can see the excitement everywhere.. in malls.. hallmark shops.. gift shops.. long booking list of restaurents.. and ofcourse on many faces.. it was one of my favourite days too till last year... but this year i think i have grown up.. earlier i used to wait for this day... to get those red.. pink cards.. to enjoy those chocs.. well those were college days.. but yes ofcourse i still dream of a sweet romantic date with my man(no idea where's he :P) on V-day..

When someone asked me to spend this 14th eve with him ..i wasnt sure what to say.. i hate disappointing someone.. iam just tired of myself.. its not like i dont want to go.. or i dont like the company.. its just.. at this moment of time i want to fall in love with myself.. myself whom i have lost somewhere in between those tears.. and one have to love oneself before passing it on to others right.. just like a smile.. if you want to see smiling faces.. you have to smile first.. mere mazi ke zakhm to bhar jane de.. fir tujhae bhi ae dost mei apna samjhoongi .. someone said those lines to me long back.. and words changed my life.. today i uttered those lines silently in my heart and sent a sorry card to a friend.. i hope he'll understand..

Was listening to a friend's story who broke up six months back.. suddenly i said ..you know what.. you still love him.. and she was like.. you crazy gal we split long back.. mmm ye so what.. is loving someone and not loving someone is in our hands? things happen just like that.. and i dont believe that breaking up means you will stop loving that person.. as far as i think is once in love is always in love.. how can you just say oh! i dont feel like that now.. may be iam wrong but those who were close to heart will always be special doesnt matter how much pain they have given.. moving on is something different.. it doesnt mean you have forgotten.. its just you suppress your feelings coz you know its not gonna work.. she was listening to all my illogical(for her) blabbering.. and asked ok.. how can you say iam still in love with him.. well.. its simple.. You are still in love if...

* When you offer prayers and wish for his/her happiness first..

* When you find yourself dialing his/her number and not calling..

* When you still waits for his/her mails doesnt matter how short they are..

* When you miss him/her just like that..

* When an old fight makes you smile and an old sweet moment makes you cry..

* When doesnt matter how many friends you have now.. you still look around to get the glimpse of him/her..

* When you silently walk through the lanes where you can find his/her footprints..

* When you talks to common friends just to find out about him/her..

* When he/she is the first in morning and last in night you think about..

* When you read their fortune first then yours..

* When you wish to hear from him/her once..

* When you cant stop your tears when he/she calls you but you pretends as nothing affects you..

* When you miss him/her when you are happy.. and when he/she is sad..

* When incidents of past when they got hurt physically.. emotionally still makes you cry..

Then believe me you are still in love..

Juda hoke bhi.. tu mujhme kahi baki hai..
palko mei ban ke aansoo tu chali aati hai..
kaise zinda hoo zindagi.. bin tere mei..
ab to aadat se hai mujhko aise jeene mei..
saath mere hai tu har pal.. shab ke andhere mei..
paas mere hai tu.. ujle savere mei..
dil se dhadkan bhula dena..aasan nahi hai..
ab to aadat se hai mujhko aise jeene mei..


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Thursday, February 08, 2007

Ouch..

She loves skipping stairs.. and as she was busy in doing so.. suddenly someone called her and the next moment... aaaahhh!!! ouchhhhh!! she lost her balance and screamed with pain.. tears rolled down.. she tried to stand up but failed.. ankle twist.. uff it hurts bad.. in few minutes her ankle swelled.. she is one naughty girl.. her dad told the doctor ..she was like dad you saying as iam a little girl.. yes you are.. ok, then give me a choc.. well! i have a lolipop ..what? and they laughed.. ouchhh!! :(

Inspite of all this pain iam humming this beautiful song today..

Dil deevana ..bin sajana ke.. maane na..
ye pagla hai.. samjhane se.. samjhe na..

Enjoy the video..

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Monday, February 05, 2007

Ek chup si...

Bas ek chup si lagi hai.. nahi udas nahi.. kahi pe saans ruki hai.. nahi udas nahi.. bas ek chup si lagi hai.. waqt shayad ruka sa hai.. lamha kuch bikhra sa hai.. nahi udas nahi.. bas ek chup si lagi hai.. suna gagan hai.. mausam bhi nam hai.. nahi udas nahi.. bas ek chup si lagi hai.. koi nahi saath hai.. na tere aane ki aas hai.. nahi udas nahi... bas ek chup si lagi hai..

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Thursday, February 01, 2007

A tribute..

Geet vahi jo dil ko chu jaye.. jisme zindagi ke har pehloo.. asha.. aastha ..hasi.. khushi.. dard.. aansoo.. mazak.. nok jhok.. ho vahi hame achcha lagta hai.. aise shabd ki lage bas yahi to soch rahe the.. aisa sangeet jo kisi waqt bhi suno to bas sunte raho.. aise hi kuch sadabahar geeto ko sangeet diya hai.. mashhoor sangeetkaar O.P.Nayyar ji ne.. so aaj unke khazane mei se meri pasand ke kuch geet..

Shuruat karte hai Aar paar ke chanchal gane se.. babuji dheere chalna.. pyaar mei zara sambhalna.. haan bede dhokhe hai.. bade dhokhe hai es raah mei.. ye mohabbat hai oh bhole bhale.. karna dil ko gamo ke hawale.. kaam ulfat ka nazuk bahut hai.. aake tootenge haatho mei pyaale.... *smiles* aur C.I.D film ka.. aankho hi aankho mei ishara ho gaya.. baithe baithe jeene ka sahara ho gaya.. gate ho geet kyo.. dil pe kyo haath hai.. khoye ho kis liye aise kya baat hai.. ye haal kabse tumhara ho gaya... isi film ka mera sabse priye.. boojh mera kya naam re.. nadi kinare gaanv re.. peepal jhoome more aangna thandi thandi chaanv re.. kya mast geet hai lagta hai jaise mere liye hi bana ho.. loll
..shokh chanchal gano mei Howrah bridge ke is geet ko kaise bhool sakte hai.. mera naam chin chin chu..chin chin chu baba chin chin chu.. raat chandni mei aur tu.. hello Mr how do you do... Mr and Mrs 55 ka ye geet bhi kuch kam nahi.. jaane kaha mera jigar gaya ji.. abhi abhi yahi tha kidhar gaya ji.. kisi bhi waqt suno ek halki si muskaan aa hi jati hai chehre pe..

Kashmir ki kali ke pyaar bhare nagme kaha peeche hai dil churane mei.. deevana hua badal.. savan ki ghata chayi.. ye dekh ke dil jhooma.. le pyaar ne angdayi.. jab tumse nazar takrayi sanam.. jazbaat ka ek tufaan utha.. tinke ki tarah mei bah nikli.. sailaab mere roke na ruka.. jeevan mei machi halchal.. aur.. isharo isharo mei dil lene vale bata ye hunar tune seekha kaha se.. nigaho nigaho mei jadoo chalana.. meri jaan seekha hai tumne jaha se..

Aur kisi ki tareef karne ka ye andaaz bhi khoob hai.. ye chand sa roshan chehra.. zulfo ka rang sunehra..ye jheel se neele aankhe.. koi raaz hai inme gehra.. aisa hi andaaz Phir wahi dil laya hoo ke es geet mei bhi hai.. Aankhon se jo utri hai dil mei.. tasveer hai ek anjaane ki.. khud dhoond rahi hai shama jise.. kya baat hai us parvane ki.. aur.. lakhon hai nigaah mei ..zindagi ki raah mei.. sanam haseen java.. hontho mei gulaab hai.. aankho mei sharab hai.. lekin vo baat kaha..

Mere sanam ke sadabahar geeto ki baat hi kya.. pukarata chala hoo mei.. gali gali bahar ki.. bas ek chaanv julf ki.. bas ek nigaah pyaar ki.. aur.. hamdum mere maan bhi jao.. kehna mere pyaar ka.. halka halka surkh labo pe rang to hai ikraar ka.. Naya daur ka ye geet bhi masti mei sabse aage.. ude jab jab zulfe tere.. kawariyo ka dil machle ..hoyee.. la la la la

Ye raat fir na aayegi.. ka ye pyaar bhara geet.. mera pyaar vo hai jo marke bhi tumko juda apni baho se hone na dega.. mile mujhko jannat to.. jannat ke badle.. mere jaan khuda se tumhe maang lega.. aur isi film ka.. yahi vo jagah hai... yahi vo fizaye.. yahi par kabhi aap humse mile the.. behad khoobsurat geet hai..

Aur Hum saaya ke hassen dard bhare geet ka kya kehna.. vo haseen dard dedo.. jise mei gale laga loo.. vo nigaah mujhpe dalo.. ki mei zindgi bana loo.. isi film ka ek aur geet ..dil ki aawaz bhi sun.. mere fasane pe na ja.. meri nazro ki taraf dekh.. zamane pe na ja.. mei hakikat hoo.. ye ek roz dikhaooga tujhae.. begunahi pe mohabbat ki rulaooga tujhae.. daag dil ke nahi mitte hai.. mitane pe na ja..

So achche achche haseen geet sunte rahiye aur hamesha muskurate rahiye.. kyoki jeena isi ka naam hai *smiles*


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posted by faith at 4:02 PM, | 2 comments
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