Friday, March 30, 2007

There was a time...

There was a time when she wanted to talk to him.. about small small things of life.. wanted him to listen to her endless dreamz.. wanted to hear her name million times a day from him.. wanted him to smile.. laugh.. tease ..wanted him to feel how much she loves him.. wanted to take care of his things.. when she wanted to scold him for not eating and not sleeping on time.. there was a time when she wanted him to hold her hand and tell her not to worry.. wanted him to be there just for her.. to hugg her tight.. wanted to let him know that she will never leave him ..but he was busy somewhere else..
Then one day he asked ..you dont want to talk to me anymore.. are you busy?? tears filled her eyes.. yeah! a bit.. she said and smiled..


Pyaar hai ya hai saza..
ae mere dil bata..
tootta kyo nahi..
dard ka silsila..
dede koi jaan bhi agar..
dilbar pe ho na..
dilbar pe ho na..
koi asar..
kaisa hai safar wafa ki manjil ka..
na hai koi hal dilon ki mushkil ka..
dhadkan dhadkan bikhri ranjishein..
saansein saansein tooti bandishein..
kahi to har lamha honton pe fariyaad hai..
kisi ki duniya chaahat mein barbaad hai..
koi na sune sisakati aanhon ko..
koi na dhare tadapati baahon ko..
aadhi aadhi puri khwaishein..
tooti footi sab farmaaishein..
kahin shak hain kahin nafrat ki deewaar hai..
kahin jeet mein bhi shamil palpal haar hain..
ya rabba... pyaar hai ya hai saza..



There are moments in life when you miss someone.. so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real!

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posted by faith at 1:43 PM, | 7 comments
Wednesday, March 28, 2007

Finally.. He proposed me...

As soon as i entered the house.. my eyes were looking for him.. He about whom i have heard much.. that he is very smart.. he is intelligent.. he is this.. that.. what not.. everyone gave me a big welcome smile.. but i was sreaching for him.. his mother caught me and said that he is taking bath.. i smiled and got busy in talking to my friend and all.. 45 minutes passed.. he was still in.. i grabbed one magazine.. was reading an article about Aish.. "she is beautiful" umm yeah.. i looked up and there he was ..a handsome boy.. what a cute hair style he had.. i mean so neat.. oh! thats why you took so much time.. i thought and smile.. we talked about some nice things.. initially he was a bit uncomfortable with me.. but as time passed i hardly had anything to say.. was listening to his endless blabbering.. and was thinking gosh! do boys talk this much too.. my cheeks were paining.. it was so hard to smile more.. so i asked my friend can we go out for sometime and we left the house.. next morning on breakfast table.. his mom was busy in telling me a lot about him.. what he likes.. what not.. his faourite food.. actors.. movies.. and what not.. i was listening and staring at him.. he has a cute smile i must say :P his mom said that he was heart broken when Aish and Abhi got engaged.. coz he is a big fan of her and thinks she is the most beautiful girl.. and i laughed.. donno why.. he gave me a bad look and then blushed a little and got up.. i was like damn! then i went to his room just to pacify him and he was looking at Aish's poster.. iam sorry i said and sat beside him.. after a while he smiled and said you know now i dont like Aish that much.. really??? Yes.. will you marry me?? whattttt ?? it was so hard to control my laugh but i did and asked you want to marry me?? Yes will you? woo hoo!!! this handsome guy proposed me.. i was smiling ear to ear.. ok but first tell me why you want to marry me.. i said.. coz you are more beautiful than Aish.. OMG really?? yes you laugh bahut zor se.. i like it he added.. i was so happy.. and gave him a big tight hugg..
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After a minute i said you know you are so cute and adorable.. am i handsome?/ he asked.. yes the most handsome guy i said .. so you will marry me.. hahaha i laughed.. and his eyes twinkled and he ran outside to tell her mother.. about his latest bride to be :P
So this was handsome adorable Dhruv.. whom i met in Delhi last weekend.. 4 year old boy who proposed me ...




*smiles*

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posted by faith at 3:10 PM, | 6 comments
Friday, March 23, 2007

What the...

She was sipping her morning tea.. smiling and reading the headlines.. dad came and picked his cup.. took first sip and....... ohhh.. she looked up and asked..
what happen?
why salt instead of sugar..
what?? is that so.. she was surprised
and taste it again..
he was right..



She was trying to brush her wet hairs.. suddenly she felt something is wrong.. her hairs dont feel clean and nice as always.. something struck her and she rushed towards bathroom.. and.. her shampoo was smiling on shelf while the conditioner lying on floor.. jeez.. have to wash hairs again.. she gave herself a little slap..
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She was already late for her early morning meeting.. was about to leave the house.. dad called.. phone.. tell him/her to call later.. she said.. again dad said.. arey! take your cell.. now she stopped and looked at her hand.. damn! she was carrying cordless instead of her cell... OMG..
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What a day! just one of its kind :D




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posted by faith at 11:46 AM, | 8 comments
Wednesday, March 21, 2007

Random thoughts...


Unconditional love is to love without expectations.. its hard to do but believe me when you are done with it.. i mean if you can stop expecting from someone.. your life will be much merrier than you can think.. coz then nothing will hurt you.. in this big world neither we do hurt every passing one.. nor we get hurt just like that by everyone.. the only people who can hurt us or whom we can hurt are the one whom we love most or who loves us most.. hurting the one you love is like hurting yourself.. even more painful than that at times.. sometimes we do that unknowingly.. but sometimes we think hurting them will give us some kinda peace just like a sweet revenge.. but we are wrong always.. if you love truly then hurting that someone can never make you happy.. it'll just make you more restless.. more guilty.. but if you are just playing with words i love you.. i care for you.. then ofcourse you will feel satisfied after hurting the one who loves you.. its not that other one cant figure out the difference.. its just that may be he/she loves you so much and forgives you every time.. but for how long?? how long anyone can let you play with their self respect.. with their pride.. ?? so always be graceful.. towards those who loves you.. always be thankful to those who care for you.. coz in this selfish world you wont find many who can love you unconditionally..

Sometimes i wonder why do we fall in love at all... and the first answer comes to my mind is ..just to hurt ourselves.. according to my experience pain is another name of love.. yet its so beautiful... its something i want to be in.. actually we fall in love coz we have a beautiful heart.. a heart who can love someone more than one loves oneself.. we are exceptionally blessed by the Almighty.. some friends say you have a great mind but a very silly sensitive heart.. i smile.. coz if caring for someone you love ( when they have broken your heart many times) called silly.. then i dont mind coz its me.. i just cant dump my feelings in one garbage bag just like that and move on.. may be they feel they are more smater but in my eyes iam a better person atleast..

True love is giving all times.. it gives such satisfaction that nothing is comparable in front of that feeling.. doing smaall small things for one you love.. a little smile on their face.. a twinkle in their eyes.. is enough to brightup many days.. a feeling that they are thinking about you doesnt matter how and in which way.. gives an immense happiness..
Its not possible that we dont expect anything at all from our beloved but try to keep the plant of expectation in the shadow of your love tree.. trim it time to time so that it cant over shadow your love.. coz true love is giving all times.. so what! if they dont understand.. dont care.. in your heart you know you did the right thing.. right..
*smiles*

Madhuban khushboo deta hai..
saagar savan deta hai..
jeena uska jeena hai..
jo auro ko jeevan deta hai..
chalti hai lehra ke pawan..
ki saans sabhi ki chalti rahe..
logo ne tyag diye jeevan..
ki preet dilo mei palti rahe..
dil vo dil hai jo auro ko..
apni dhadkan deta hai..





Sorry for silly ramblings of a lost heart and not so confused mind.. if you cant figure out whats going on ..then chill coz i dont know either.. *smiles*

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posted by faith at 3:54 PM, | 11 comments
Monday, March 19, 2007

Let it ring...

She was waiting for a call.. looking at her cell again and again.. he said that he'll call her after an hour.. and its been one and a half hour already.. finally she felt the vibration in her hand.. a smile curved her lips.. she was about to press the button suddenly a thought crossed her mind and she stopped herself.. 1..2..3..4 rings.. now she picked it up.. hey iam sorry ..you must me waiting.. was little busy.. someone said from other side.. me waiting?? ohhh i almost forgot about the call.. was a bit occupied in some work.. she winked at herself in mirror.. bad girl she thought.. and chuckled.. there was a silence for a second on other side and then she heard a deep sigh.. naughty girl she is.. :P *smiles*




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posted by faith at 7:29 PM, | 9 comments
Friday, March 16, 2007

Mere meet...


Yadoon ki baucharo se jab palke bheegne lagti hai..
kitni saundhi lagti hai tab maazi ki rusvayi bhi..



Last night when i was looking for some lost paper.. a small paper in the corner of drawer.. caught my attention.. i unfold it and it was something i scribbled in one of those days when nights were long..


Tumhi to the mere priya meet..
diya tha jise maine apne..
pyaar ka vo khazana..
apnaya tha poore dil se..
par rooth gaye tum..
yu hi bina baat..
dooriya badate gaye tum..
mei hi aa jati tumhe manane..
par tumhare vo teekshn kataksh..
aur aankhon ke unkahe ulahano ne..
rok diye mere..
tumhari aur badte paanv..
kitne shool diye hai tumne..
mei gina nahi sakti..
aaj jab bhi tumhe kisi aur se..
hans kar baat karte dekhti hoo..
to khush hoti hoo..
ki mujhse na sahi..
kisi aur se hi sahi..
mohabbat to hai tumhe..
jis din pyaar ki sahi paribhasha samjhoge..
us din khud bakhud mere paas..
chale aaoge tum..
jis raah bhi aaoge..
uske darvaaze hamesha apne liye..
khule paoge tum..
phir apna loongi mei tumhe..
chupa loongi mei tumhe..
apne pyaar ke saagar mei..
ki tum phir kabhi bhi.. kahi bhi..
na bhatak sako..

And a couplet mentioned on top .. i read it somewhere in random blog hopping.. and liked it.. so due thanks to that blogger..

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posted by faith at 11:17 AM, | 7 comments
Monday, March 12, 2007

Poetry time...

Enjoy this beautiful ghazal.. nah! me good good.. just a bit lazy to write anything..
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Dukh kii lehar ne chheRaa hoga..
yaad ne kankaR pheNkaa hogaa
(kankaR : pebble)

aaj to meraa dil kahtaa hai..
tuu is vaqt akelaa hogaa
..
mere chuume hue haathoN se..
auroN ko Khat likhtaa hogaa

bhiig chaliiN ab raat kii palken..
tuu ab thak kar soyaa hogaa

aaNgan meN phir chiRiyaaN boleN..
tuu ab so kar uThThaa hogaa

yaadoN kii jaltii shabnam se..
phuul saa mukhRaa dhoyaa hogaa ..
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motii jaisii shakl banaakar..
aa’iine ko taktaa hogaa
..
shaam hu’ii ab tuu bhii shaayad..
apne ghar ko lauTaa hogaa

niilii dhundhlii Khaamoshii meN..
taaroN kii dhun sunaataa hogaa

meraa saathii shaam kaa taaraa..
tujh se aaNkh milaataa hogaa

shaam ke chalte haath ne tujh ko..
meraa salaam to bhejaa hogaa

pyaasii kurlaatii kuunjoN ne..
meraa dukh to sunaayaa hogaa
(kurlaatii : restless; kuunj : crane)

maiN to aaj bahut royaa huuN..
tuu bhii shaayad royaa hogaa

teraa miit puraanaa..
tujh ko yaad to aataa hogaa


Courtesy.. aligarian

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posted by faith at 2:06 PM, | 7 comments
Wednesday, March 07, 2007

A new look...



A new look.. after a long time or should i say a very first time after creating this space i changed my template.. i was so in love with that girl waiting for someone.. lost in memories.. but we all have to move on with life ..dont we.. cant wait forever for anyone.. when we know they will never gonna come back.. donno why it took so much of me to change this template.. may be coz iam too silly to get attached with everything so deeply.. *my poor ultra sensitive heart* :P anyways, today i want to move towards a new destination.. a new path still lost in mist though.. a hope that sun will shine and make me smile.. or i'll be lost forever in these memory lanes.. donno.. but still i wish for a new ray of hope.. new smiles.. a new twinkle in eyes.. *smiles*


Kisii ke vaasate raahein kahaan badalatii hain..
tum apane aap ko Khud hii badal sako to chalo..





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posted by faith at 4:15 PM, | 10 comments

Joke or what...?


A woman awakes during the night to find that her husband was not in bed. She puts on her robe and goes downstairs to look for him.

She finds him sitting at the kitchen table with a cup of coffee in front of him. He appears to be in deep thought, just staring at the wall. She watches as he wipes a tear from his eye and takes a sip of his coffee.

"What's the matter, dear?" she whispers as she steps into the room. "Why are you down here at this time of night?"

The husband looks up from his coffee, "Do you remember 20 years ago when we were dating, and you were only 16?" he asks solemnly.

"Yes I do" she repliesThe husband pauses; the words were not coming easily. "Do you remember when your father caught us in theback seat of my car making love?"

"Yes, I remember" said the wife, lowering herself into a chair beside him.

The husband continued.. "Do you remember when he shoved the shotgun in my face and said, 'Either you marry my daughter, or I'll send you to jail for 20 years?"

"I remember that too" she replied softly. He wiped another tear from his cheek and said, "I would have been released today" . . .

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posted by faith at 9:34 AM, | 4 comments
Monday, March 05, 2007

Little smiles...


Sometimes i dont need any reasons to smile as always i dont need any reasons to cry :P but guess what.. i have so many reasons to smile today.. and iam smiling.. yes, iam happy today.. feeling good from inside after a long long time.. coz...

.. First thing in morning.. i saw a new born black kitten.. gosh! so cute.. i was so tempted to pick her up but was scared of her mother so dropped the idea..

.. Then saw a year old baby running away from her mother and giggling.. sweet na.. well! it was a beautiful morning and who wants to stay in *smiles*

.. Then i saw a quirk smile on someone's face after a long time.. and i jumped.. yes, some smiles really means a lot... dont they ?

.. Then a loving friend sent me a beautiful song ..and i smiled on his thoughtfulness.. sometimes small small sweet gestures speak volumes.. which even words cant explain..

.. And finally the first release of my new project is almost done.. which ruined my festive spirits.. as i was working over the weekend.. but still iam happy..*smiles*

A beautiful day indeed.. and i wish for many more like this :D

Zindagi ek safar hai suhana.. yaha kal kya ho kisne jana..
haste gaate jaha se guzar.. duniya ki tu parvah na kar..
muskurate hue din betana.. yaha kal kya ho kisne jana..

So always keep smiling...

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posted by faith at 3:47 PM, | 8 comments
Thursday, March 01, 2007

A Glimpse...

Saw this on Starry's blog.. interesting *smiles*

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posted by faith at 11:25 AM, | 6 comments
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