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Wednesday, August 16, 2006

Achcha to hum chalte hai....

Finally my tickets came .. sold my car.. stuff is packed for shipping.. so no doubt.. no confusion.. no looking back... now.. yes ..iam leaving US ..going back to India for some time.. well! it wasnt a very easy decison to take.. but iam happy that i made it.. for myself n for my dad.. I know he needs me n more of it i need him badly now.. a broken heart n shattered dreamz can find peace only either in mother's lap or in father's arms..
24th nov 2001 i came here.. it was a dream come true for me.. as since college time i was dreaming of working here.. so more than 4 1/2 yrs.. long time ..hah.. no need to say i enjoyed a lot... i learned a lot.. and i missed a lot too..
Iam gonna miss loads of things for sure.. beaches.. camping.. long drives.. midnight bday celebrations.. fun parties.. and all.. and ofcourse my work place.. and more on that will miss the awesome weather n beauty of SD.. yes its the most beautiful place in US to live..
Professionally i learned a lot here .. n personally i lost my heart here.. hehe..
I think its right time to think about myself.. n to concentrate more on work.. as for past few months iam taking it forgranted..
Will miss u guys a lot.. thanks to all of u for taking time out to read my nothings *smiles*
You all keep writing and have fun !! I cant say when i'll be back on blogging but i will some day..
Right now have lots to do.. New working environment.. new apt.. new city.. and new responsiblities of myself.. so need your best wishes guys.. and dont forget moi *smiles*

Good luck n keep smiling always..

Sayonara..

posted by faith at 3:30 AM, |

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Thursday, August 10, 2006

Why....

Why do we hurt most... we love most???

Why do we think of them most.. who dont think of us anymore???

Why do we miss them most.. who dont miss us anymore???

Why do we cry for those.. who dont even care for us anymore???

and..

Why do we wait for those.. who are never gonna come back to us anymore???

na jane kyo.. hota hai yu zindgi ke saath..
achanak ye mann.. kisi ke jane ke baad..
kare fir uski yaad.. choti choti si baat..
na jane kyo..

posted by faith at 7:58 AM, |

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Wednesday, August 09, 2006

Funny truth....

4 lines for an IT guy..

He loved one..
married another..
one became the wife..
another became the password..

Difference between confidence and over confidence..

Your boyfreind loves u..
is your confidence..
your boyfriend loves ONLY you..
is your over confidence..

Courtesy.. a fwd mail.. *smiles*

posted by faith at 1:25 AM, |

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Friday, August 04, 2006

Lost....

Na jeene ki tamanna.. na marne ka irada..
na justzu kisi ki.. na aarzoo koi..
na hai gam koi.. na hai khushi koi..
na hai ahsaas koi.. na hai jazbaat koi..
aansoo bane hai humdum..
udasi bani hai saya..
kyo tumne mujhko itna rulaya..
kyo mujhko itna sataya..
kya mila yu dil tod kar mera..
maine to sab kho diya..
par tumne bhi kya paya..

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Never be too curious to find out the truth.. because sometime a single truth can turn your world upside down in a second.. and can left u broken in peices..

Neither i have anything more to loose nor anything else can hurt me more...

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Will gather my strength and get up again.. for another blow.. which i will sustain..

I promise my life.. I will change my fate.. If not sooner.. then maybe a bit late . . .

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p.s... hey anonymous who flooded here yesterday.. let me tell u.. this is my space n this blog is reflextion of my feelings.. and i write for myself.. so be little human ok.. if u can relate to anything here u r wc else plz pass by silently without disturbing me.. thanks..

posted by faith at 11:40 PM, |

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Wednesday, August 02, 2006

Will you....

Will you pick up the phone..
If i call you now...

Will you smile..
If i call you now..

Will you call my name..
If i call you now..

Will your eyes twinkle..
If i call you now..

Will you say love you..
If i call you now..

Will you forgive me..
If i call you now..

Will you be mad at me..
If i call you now..

Will you hang on me..
If i call you now..

Will you miss me..
If i wont call u now...

Will you ????????

posted by faith at 4:59 AM, |

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Tuesday, August 01, 2006