Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Tere khushboo mei base khat...

She was busy in tearing papers.. cards.. letters on which she used to scribble her thoughts.. her dreamz.. was making sure that she wont left any memory alive.. may be doing this will help her in moving on she thought.. she deleted all mails.. messages.. and took a look at his picture in her hand.. no tears .. no sighs.. she was absolutely fine.. thought may be everything will be easier now.. she took a ride to the past.. enjoyed each and every moment of time.. and then peacefully crashed herself on bed.. thinking she have done it finally.. closed her eyes.. and there he was.. but she deleted everything right? then? well deleting physically doesnt mean its easy to erase from heart too.. only time can fade that pain away.. tears hugged her pillow tight.. after few minutes she got up.. picked up all the peices of paper.. kept them in a box.. retrieved all mails and messages and shifted them to a folder.. sealed them with a kiss ..and smiled.. but promised herself not to touch them again..

tere khushbuu men base khat main jalaataa kaise..
pyaar men duube huye khat main jalaataa kaise..
jin ko duniyaa kii nigaahon se chhupaaye rakhaa..
jin ko ik umr kaleje se lagaaye rakhaa..
jin ko, jinhen iimaan banaaye rakhaa..
tune duniyaa kii nigaahon se jo bachkar likhe..
saalahaasaal mere naam baraabar likhe..
kabhii din men to kabhii raat men uthakar likhe..
pyaar men duube huye khat main jalaata kaise..
tere haathon ke likhe khat main jalaata kaise..

And it was a beautiful morning.. misty eyes.. but a fresh smile.. she knew it that she have to leave the past behind.. and now its the time.. coz its what.. we call life.. hai na..

Yeh jo zindagi ki kitaab hai ye kitaab bhi kyaa kitaab hai..
kahin ek haseen saa Khvaab hai kahin jaan-levaa azaab hai..
kahin chhaanv hai kahin dhoop hai kahin aur hi koi roop hai..
kayi chehare is mein chupe hue ik ajeeb si yeh naqaab hai..
kahin kho diyaa kahin paa liyaa kahin ro liyaa kahin gaa liyaa..
kahin cheen leti hai har Khushi kahin meharabaan behisaab hai..
kahin aasoon ki hai daastaan kahin muskuraahaton ka bayaan..
kahin barqaton ki hai baarishen kahin tishnagii behisaab hai..
Yeh jo zindagi ki kitaab hai ye kitaab bhi kyaa kitaab hai ...

Kuch pakar khona hai.. kuch khokar pana hai..
jeevan ka matlab to.. aana aur jaana hai..

And as moving on is life.. i have to move on from here too.. coz i nurtured this place with my emotions.. most of the posts were reflection of my feelings.. love ..care.. tears.. dreamz.. pain.. hope.. and faith.. so many memories hidden behind the words..


Ye jagah aur uski khamoshi... pyaar ke naam...
pyaar bahut karte hai tumse... ishq hai tu hamara sanam...



May be i'll write again.. may be not.. but somewhere else.. Thanks to all of you for everything..


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posted by faith at 12:21 PM, | 13 comments
Saturday, June 23, 2007

Pensive thought...

Sometimes silence is the best thing to do.. keeping your mouth shut and fingers crossed at the right time shows ones strength and self control..

And it was something she used to feel proud.. her self control.. she was never the one who can say anything in pulse just to hurt someone.. but this time she failed.. well.. seems as she have forgotten her power of silence..



Zindagi ke safar mei guzar jate hai jo makam... vo fir nahi aate...

Always leave your love ones with nice words.. else.. trust me.. pain will be unbearable..

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posted by faith at 9:16 PM, | 3 comments
Tuesday, June 12, 2007

Ray of hope...

Ek din fursat mein thaamein haath hamare..
le gayi uss dagar pe jahaan rehti hai bahaaren..

bewajah lag rahi thi jab talaash hamari..
ek khushboo uthi aur rutt badal gayi saari..
saamne toh khade the faila ke baahen..
jaise har dard mera khud mein roke samaaye..

ek din fursat mein thaamein haath hamare..
le gayi uss dagar pe jahaan rehti hai bahaaren..







aaj phir jeene ki tammna hai....

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posted by faith at 10:01 AM, | 7 comments
Saturday, June 09, 2007

Kabhi..

Kabhi Khamosh baithoge.. kabhi kuch gungunaoge..
main utna yaad aonga.. mujhe jitna bhulaoge..
Koi jab pooch baithega khamoshi ka sabab tumse..
Bohat samjhana chahoge mager samjha na paoge..
main utna yaad aonga.. mujhe jitna bhulaoge..
Kabhi dunia mukamal banke aaye gi nigahon main..
Kabhi meri kami dunia ki her ik shaye main paoge..
main utna yaad aonga.. mujhe jitna bhulaoge..
kahin per bhi rahen hum tum.. mohabbat phir mohabbat hai..
tumhen hum yaad ayenge.. humen tum yaad aoge..


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posted by faith at 11:02 PM, | 3 comments

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Nayi kaliya khilne ko hai..
nayi khushiya milne ko hai..
fir bhi dil dhoondta hai usi ko..
jiski chahat mei hum mitne ko hai..


chod diya tha usne..
andhero mei bhatakne ko..
ashkkon se bheegi chandni..
mei sisakne ko..
jiski ek udasi par..
ro padte the hum..
jiski ek hasi par..
khil uatthe the hum..
kyo usko kabhi yaad na aayi..
humne to ro ro kar har raat bitayi..

andhera ab chatne ko hai..
naya ek suraj niklne ko hai..
chidiyo ki chahak se..
phoolo ki mahek se..
zindagi meri muskurane ko hai..
fir bhi mann udas kyo hai..



Ae jindgi gale laga le.. hum ne bhi tere har ik gam ko gale se lagaya hai.. Hai na ..?

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posted by faith at 3:18 PM, | 1 comments
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