Saturday, April 15, 2006
Just something....
Yesterday i was so happy... donno the reason but was feeling good in n out... or sh i say was really smiling like myself after a long time.. i tried to figure out the reason but couldnt find any... so was little scared too.. coz i knw these days my happiness dont lasts long.. day passed n nothing much happened.. was busy in work still relaxed.. but *sigh* my instincts never fails me u knw.. anyways.. i went to bed around 2 only to wake up after horrible dream at 3 30.. a real bad dream.. i was already so disturbed n it added sone mei suhaga type.. i was crying like baby... didnt knw what to do.. so i called mom.. didnt want to tell her that iam crying at this hr of night.. but its so hard to hide anything frm her.. she was like bura sapna dekha betu.. is everything fine?Then she said go put the scissors under your pillow n sleep... u'll be fine.. yes, i remember when i was at home she always used to do that.. and i always asked mom whats this for.. i dont believe in this.. but she always used to shut me up ..donno it works or not... but... anyways i did same last nite n tried to sleep but it doesnt wrk.. then i got up n kept all knives.. nail cutters.. scissors under my pillow.. sounds silly.. i know but i was so lonely that i just wanted to sleep in any way.. think it worked coz i slept around 2 hrs after that.. :P.. seems as i was too disturbed so i needed a heavy doze.. one was nt enough ..hehe..
..in morning i was thinking about this only how crazy it sounds scissors under pillow for good sleep.. then some other things came to my mind which she likes to do now n then..
..i remember be4 going for any party n all she used to put a black dot behind my ear.. to save me from buri nazar u know:P
..n after returning back.. sometimes a glass of water.. moving it from head to toe 7 times n then throwing it outside.. i used to tease her black dot didnt work ?n she just stare me silently.. i'll go ok ma..
..sometimes its rai n salt n then burn it..
..sometimes it was oil bathi ..she used to light it up and hang it on smthing n if some fire drops down that means nazar lagi hai.. else it'll burn normally... now this is smthing i never understand..
My bro always used to say what mom there is no nazar vazar.. dont do it on me atleast ..but he still dont know that she always did it when he was sleeping hehe..
well! moms are this way only... cute ..loving.. caring.. she is one smart mom.. but still she believes in these old granny things when it comes to her kids.. n u cant argue with her on that ..u just cant.. so never did i.. 2 reasons behind it.. one i know it works or not but it surely gives her peace of mind.. second it tells me how important iam *smiles* Love you mom..
posted by faith at 5:30 AM, | 
2 Comments:
*smiles*
nice post