Wednesday, December 06, 2006
And they flew away...
Few days back.. i dropped some rice grains in balcony.. and as being lazy thought.. tomorrow maid will clean it.. next morning i woke up with chitter pitter of birds.. so much loud noise ..for few minutes i tried to sleep but finally i woke up and checked outside.. a smile caved my lips as i saw 4-5 birds eating grains and fighting in between.. i was enjoying watching them.. suddenly they all flew away except one.. she was so busy in eating that she didn't notice me.. and when she was done she looked up and chi..chi..chi.. again.. i was like ab kya?? after thinking for sec.. i put a little water in bowl with few more grains.. she ate 2-3 grains more and then finally flew away.. i watched her flying high in sky.. happy... free from all worries.. (this is what i thought)
Next morning again i woke up with same chi..chi.. i thought yesterday i didn't left any grains there.. may be they are making noise just like that.. and hugged my pillow tight to sleep for few more minutes.. but how could i with so much chi..chi.. i got up and opened door with dal rice grains and water.. like yesterday they all ate and flew away.. and then it became a part of my morning chore ..every morning they used to wake me up even before my cell alarm..
And then it was sunday morning.. it was a bad morning for me coz i wasn't sleeping well for two nights.. as i looked at watch it was 6.15 and birds were there.. donno what happened to me.. i took some grains came outside ..and as i was pouring grains in bowl i said.. jeez.. why don't you let me sleep at least for one single day?? all mornings chi..chi..chi.. hushhh.. they ate and flew away like other days...
But next morning there was no chi..chi.. no noise i woke up when my cell beeped.. and was wondering what happened to birds today.. forgot all about my words.. one more day passed no one came.. i was feeling sorry for my words.. may be they understood ..and left me.. yesterday night i intentionally left some grains in balcony and yes, today morning some birds were there.. but i know they were not the same.. i can feel it.. i want them back.. to say iam sorry.. *sigh*
Sometimes i wonder ... mmm i dont know what to say.. let me stop this here only... *smiles*
Next morning again i woke up with same chi..chi.. i thought yesterday i didn't left any grains there.. may be they are making noise just like that.. and hugged my pillow tight to sleep for few more minutes.. but how could i with so much chi..chi.. i got up and opened door with dal rice grains and water.. like yesterday they all ate and flew away.. and then it became a part of my morning chore ..every morning they used to wake me up even before my cell alarm..
And then it was sunday morning.. it was a bad morning for me coz i wasn't sleeping well for two nights.. as i looked at watch it was 6.15 and birds were there.. donno what happened to me.. i took some grains came outside ..and as i was pouring grains in bowl i said.. jeez.. why don't you let me sleep at least for one single day?? all mornings chi..chi..chi.. hushhh.. they ate and flew away like other days...
But next morning there was no chi..chi.. no noise i woke up when my cell beeped.. and was wondering what happened to birds today.. forgot all about my words.. one more day passed no one came.. i was feeling sorry for my words.. may be they understood ..and left me.. yesterday night i intentionally left some grains in balcony and yes, today morning some birds were there.. but i know they were not the same.. i can feel it.. i want them back.. to say iam sorry.. *sigh*
Sometimes i wonder ... mmm i dont know what to say.. let me stop this here only... *smiles*
posted by faith at 11:24 AM, | 
8 Comments:
it felt like a poem...beautiful post..and dont be sorry...they dont mind...they love u...like everyone does...
The birds will be back faith. It's people who leave not 2 come back. Don't worry :)
:) nice post. seems like u ready to fly out like that birdie... :)
Suno-
I read your post...all of them, and felt like I was there watching you go thru all those heartaches that you did.
Sabe ke chere pe tabbssum tha mere katl ke baad
Jane kiya soch ke rota rahaa katil tanhaa ?
I hope you are doing beter now.
I read your post...all of them, and felt like I was there watching you go thru all those heartaches that you did.
Sabe ke chere pe tabbssum tha mere katl ke baad
Jane kiya soch ke rota rahaa katil tanhaa ?
I hope you are doing beter now.
Kuch likho bhai....its been 5 days that you wrote your blog-
Shahi
Shahi
is there a deeper meaning to this post?
ricky.. Thanku ji.. for nice words..
anirudh.. Thanks..
akshat.. wc and thanks i agree *smiles*
girl.. hey welcome to my place..
seems like u ready to fly out like that birdie..
not yet.. will take time :P
ye manzilen.. wc and thanks for digging through archives..
dee.. is there a deeper meaning to this post?
mmm ye.. if only you understand.. thats why its incomplete na *smiles*
anirudh.. Thanks..
akshat.. wc and thanks i agree *smiles*
girl.. hey welcome to my place..
seems like u ready to fly out like that birdie..
not yet.. will take time :P
ye manzilen.. wc and thanks for digging through archives..
dee.. is there a deeper meaning to this post?
mmm ye.. if only you understand.. thats why its incomplete na *smiles*
I know for sure than animals understand us. You don't need words to understand people. 90% of things we understand through emotions. You can watch someone with a different language background and know if he/she is sad, happy, angry, without uttering a word. The difference is that animals not only understand us but they are thankful when we help them. Believe me, they will remember your generosity more than words...