First few days of a new year...
First five days of 2007.. well iam pretty excited about this year as iam sure it'll bring loads of happiness my way unlike the yester year.. I have some dreamz.. some hope.. and a faith that I will do well in coming days..So i started my day with a smile.. offered my prayers ..and prepared a yummy breakfast for dad and myself ..vegetable cutlets with gajar ka halwa and faith'z special hot coffee *smiles*.. then we both went to mall.. and did some window shopping.. followed by a delicious lunch at restaurent tandoor.. came back home and we played chess and cards after a long time.. we fought.. shout.. i cried like a baby when he was about to gave me a check-mate :P bottom line.. we had fun.. and then i made a super dinner for my dad.. all his favorites.. nah, wont tell menu coz i dont want you to drool over my place :D
A good start.. i want to have a house in states.. I'll.. but its postponed for some time.. so bought an apartment here on 2nd jan..
3rd was ok.. passed in talking and chatting with friends.. and work.. but back in mind as i struggle with my feelings every moment.. doesnt matter how hard I try.. sometimes its really difficult to let go the person we love.. we try to hold on in any way.. seek reasons.. justify them .. and keep hurting ourself with each passing moment..
And when you find yourself stuck in emotions and inspite of all efforts when you see yourself at the same point ..at that very moment a line from someone.. releases you from all the things you were holding on to.. and you stand like a fool in midway.. you feel numb yet relieved.. you laugh on your own silliness.. and wipe your tears..
Whenever someone doesnt seem to care... be glad that you cared.. and smile..
So that was 4th filled with ups and downs but still good as i re'd a beautiful mail from long lost stranger friend..
And today is a beautiful day too.. :P iam happy and smiling.. and to keep the week rocking iam going to mysore tomorrow... yeeee..
Song of the day... Itni shakti hame de na data.. mann ka vishvaas kamzor ho na.. hum chale nek raste pe humse.. bhoolkar bhi koi bhool ho na.. door agyan ke ho andhere.. tu hame gyan ki roshini de.. har burayi se bach ke chale hum.. jitni bhi de bhali zindgi de...
4 Comments:
Congratulations on your new apartment. Make sure us main rone ka koi kamra na ho ...
Shahi
I almost lived your first day through your eyes. You are such a cry-baby though..he he. I want to drool :-(
Congratulations on your apartment!! Ab house party kab hain :P
As long as you are looking towards your future, I am sure you will be fine. There will be days when you will be sad, miss old times but sometimes we need those kind of days too.
Always good to reconnect with long lost friends :-)
Have fun in Mysore and better take some pictures :-)