Sunday, February 11, 2007
Still in love...
Love is in the air.. as V-day is coming near.. one can see the excitement everywhere.. in malls.. hallmark shops.. gift shops.. long booking list of restaurents.. and ofcourse on many faces.. it was one of my favourite days too till last year... but this year i think i have grown up.. earlier i used to wait for this day... to get those red.. pink cards.. to enjoy those chocs.. well those were college days.. but yes ofcourse i still dream of a sweet romantic date with my man(no idea where's he :P) on V-day..
When someone asked me to spend this 14th eve with him ..i wasnt sure what to say.. i hate disappointing someone.. iam just tired of myself.. its not like i dont want to go.. or i dont like the company.. its just.. at this moment of time i want to fall in love with myself.. myself whom i have lost somewhere in between those tears.. and one have to love oneself before passing it on to others right.. just like a smile.. if you want to see smiling faces.. you have to smile first.. mere mazi ke zakhm to bhar jane de.. fir tujhae bhi ae dost mei apna samjhoongi .. someone said those lines to me long back.. and words changed my life.. today i uttered those lines silently in my heart and sent a sorry card to a friend.. i hope he'll understand..
Was listening to a friend's story who broke up six months back.. suddenly i said ..you know what.. you still love him.. and she was like.. you crazy gal we split long back.. mmm ye so what.. is loving someone and not loving someone is in our hands? things happen just like that.. and i dont believe that breaking up means you will stop loving that person.. as far as i think is once in love is always in love.. how can you just say oh! i dont feel like that now.. may be iam wrong but those who were close to heart will always be special doesnt matter how much pain they have given.. moving on is something different.. it doesnt mean you have forgotten.. its just you suppress your feelings coz you know its not gonna work.. she was listening to all my illogical(for her) blabbering.. and asked ok.. how can you say iam still in love with him.. well.. its simple.. You are still in love if...
* When you offer prayers and wish for his/her happiness first..
* When you find yourself dialing his/her number and not calling..
* When you still waits for his/her mails doesnt matter how short they are..
* When you miss him/her just like that..
* When an old fight makes you smile and an old sweet moment makes you cry..
* When doesnt matter how many friends you have now.. you still look around to get the glimpse of him/her..
* When you silently walk through the lanes where you can find his/her footprints..
* When you talks to common friends just to find out about him/her..
* When he/she is the first in morning and last in night you think about..
* When you read their fortune first then yours..
* When you wish to hear from him/her once..
* When you cant stop your tears when he/she calls you but you pretends as nothing affects you..
* When you miss him/her when you are happy.. and when he/she is sad..
* When incidents of past when they got hurt physically.. emotionally still makes you cry..
Then believe me you are still in love..
Juda hoke bhi.. tu mujhme kahi baki hai..
palko mei ban ke aansoo tu chali aati hai..
kaise zinda hoo zindagi.. bin tere mei..
ab to aadat se hai mujhko aise jeene mei..
saath mere hai tu har pal.. shab ke andhere mei..
paas mere hai tu.. ujle savere mei..
dil se dhadkan bhula dena..aasan nahi hai..
ab to aadat se hai mujhko aise jeene mei..
Labels: Love, Random ramblings
posted by faith at 11:37 AM, | 
7 Comments:
awww.hugs...
u almost made me cry....
wish ur love lasts forver,,,
u almost made me cry....
wish ur love lasts forver,,,
You are very right about the fact that you need to love thyself first before loving others. Also, I agree that breaking up with someone doesn't mean that your love for that person is no more. I don't understand how people can't live without a person at one time and then can't stand them after they break up.
Nice post for Valentine's Day...kuch khata kuch meeta :-)
Nice post for Valentine's Day...kuch khata kuch meeta :-)
Very well said "if you want to see smiling faces.. you have to smile first" and I agree one need to love oneself first :)
happy valentines day
happy valentines day
So true....
Faith, I have sent a Valentine's card to "Ye manzilen", Yeah "Still in love..."
You would get back your love, I pray, do not loose hope plz.
Ye manzilen: I hope you keep your promise too, after knowing the other side of the story.
Faith, I have sent a Valentine's card to "Ye manzilen", Yeah "Still in love..."
You would get back your love, I pray, do not loose hope plz.
Ye manzilen: I hope you keep your promise too, after knowing the other side of the story.
ye manzilen.. yes, haath choote bhi to rishte nahi chuta karte.. so true..
anirudh.. thanku *smiles*
ricky.. I don't understand how people can't live without a person at one time and then can't stand them after they break up.
yes, even i dont know how ppl can ignore and hurt whom they claimed to love most sometime back.. brave indeed! but iam happy that iam not that kinda brave.. rt champ !*smiles*
the bhandari's.. thanks.. and hope you will ahve a great time as always :)
kagaz ki kashti.. good luck and hope things get better for you..
anirudh.. thanku *smiles*
ricky.. I don't understand how people can't live without a person at one time and then can't stand them after they break up.
yes, even i dont know how ppl can ignore and hurt whom they claimed to love most sometime back.. brave indeed! but iam happy that iam not that kinda brave.. rt champ !*smiles*
the bhandari's.. thanks.. and hope you will ahve a great time as always :)
kagaz ki kashti.. good luck and hope things get better for you..
I don't understand how people can't live without a person at one time and then can't stand them after they break up.
Well said Faith. When you hate your ex you are actually hating your self. And if you hate yourself – you are not loving yourself and if you are NOT in love with yourself, buddy, you can NOT LOVE ANYONE ELSE. Simple as that.
I have seen folks here move away from the city of X. Their X controls their destiny even in absentia. It is time to turn a corner on this concept of “Hate thy Ex”. We should look at the whole Ex thing differently. You do not have beat-up some one down to feel good with your next spouse. You still can respect that person and carry on with your life. It did not work – did not work - Bad Luck for both.
I have YET to meet a man or a woman who went into a relationship with divorce on his /her mind.
Ps: I too have an Ex, but she will be the first person who would stand up for me and I do not feel the need to run away from her or the City.
With that said I am sure there will be some exceptions….Peace…
Well said Faith. When you hate your ex you are actually hating your self. And if you hate yourself – you are not loving yourself and if you are NOT in love with yourself, buddy, you can NOT LOVE ANYONE ELSE. Simple as that.
I have seen folks here move away from the city of X. Their X controls their destiny even in absentia. It is time to turn a corner on this concept of “Hate thy Ex”. We should look at the whole Ex thing differently. You do not have beat-up some one down to feel good with your next spouse. You still can respect that person and carry on with your life. It did not work – did not work - Bad Luck for both.
I have YET to meet a man or a woman who went into a relationship with divorce on his /her mind.
Ps: I too have an Ex, but she will be the first person who would stand up for me and I do not feel the need to run away from her or the City.
With that said I am sure there will be some exceptions….Peace…
Thanks for this enlightment. I always wondered yaar ke jo choot gaye un se baat karo to why they make an effort to show that they are having fun and everything is cool.
I was always curious to know thier side of the story. Ab samajh main aayaa....
Ustaad keh gaye..
"Hath chuten bhi to rishte nahi chuta karte!"
Have some faith in Banglore!
ps:Whoever asked you out - ask him to hold on till " help arrives" from the US.