Wednesday, March 21, 2007

Random thoughts...


Unconditional love is to love without expectations.. its hard to do but believe me when you are done with it.. i mean if you can stop expecting from someone.. your life will be much merrier than you can think.. coz then nothing will hurt you.. in this big world neither we do hurt every passing one.. nor we get hurt just like that by everyone.. the only people who can hurt us or whom we can hurt are the one whom we love most or who loves us most.. hurting the one you love is like hurting yourself.. even more painful than that at times.. sometimes we do that unknowingly.. but sometimes we think hurting them will give us some kinda peace just like a sweet revenge.. but we are wrong always.. if you love truly then hurting that someone can never make you happy.. it'll just make you more restless.. more guilty.. but if you are just playing with words i love you.. i care for you.. then ofcourse you will feel satisfied after hurting the one who loves you.. its not that other one cant figure out the difference.. its just that may be he/she loves you so much and forgives you every time.. but for how long?? how long anyone can let you play with their self respect.. with their pride.. ?? so always be graceful.. towards those who loves you.. always be thankful to those who care for you.. coz in this selfish world you wont find many who can love you unconditionally..

Sometimes i wonder why do we fall in love at all... and the first answer comes to my mind is ..just to hurt ourselves.. according to my experience pain is another name of love.. yet its so beautiful... its something i want to be in.. actually we fall in love coz we have a beautiful heart.. a heart who can love someone more than one loves oneself.. we are exceptionally blessed by the Almighty.. some friends say you have a great mind but a very silly sensitive heart.. i smile.. coz if caring for someone you love ( when they have broken your heart many times) called silly.. then i dont mind coz its me.. i just cant dump my feelings in one garbage bag just like that and move on.. may be they feel they are more smater but in my eyes iam a better person atleast..

True love is giving all times.. it gives such satisfaction that nothing is comparable in front of that feeling.. doing smaall small things for one you love.. a little smile on their face.. a twinkle in their eyes.. is enough to brightup many days.. a feeling that they are thinking about you doesnt matter how and in which way.. gives an immense happiness..
Its not possible that we dont expect anything at all from our beloved but try to keep the plant of expectation in the shadow of your love tree.. trim it time to time so that it cant over shadow your love.. coz true love is giving all times.. so what! if they dont understand.. dont care.. in your heart you know you did the right thing.. right..
*smiles*

Madhuban khushboo deta hai..
saagar savan deta hai..
jeena uska jeena hai..
jo auro ko jeevan deta hai..
chalti hai lehra ke pawan..
ki saans sabhi ki chalti rahe..
logo ne tyag diye jeevan..
ki preet dilo mei palti rahe..
dil vo dil hai jo auro ko..
apni dhadkan deta hai..





Sorry for silly ramblings of a lost heart and not so confused mind.. if you cant figure out whats going on ..then chill coz i dont know either.. *smiles*

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posted by faith at 3:54 PM, | 11 comments
Monday, March 05, 2007

Little smiles...


Sometimes i dont need any reasons to smile as always i dont need any reasons to cry :P but guess what.. i have so many reasons to smile today.. and iam smiling.. yes, iam happy today.. feeling good from inside after a long long time.. coz...

.. First thing in morning.. i saw a new born black kitten.. gosh! so cute.. i was so tempted to pick her up but was scared of her mother so dropped the idea..

.. Then saw a year old baby running away from her mother and giggling.. sweet na.. well! it was a beautiful morning and who wants to stay in *smiles*

.. Then i saw a quirk smile on someone's face after a long time.. and i jumped.. yes, some smiles really means a lot... dont they ?

.. Then a loving friend sent me a beautiful song ..and i smiled on his thoughtfulness.. sometimes small small sweet gestures speak volumes.. which even words cant explain..

.. And finally the first release of my new project is almost done.. which ruined my festive spirits.. as i was working over the weekend.. but still iam happy..*smiles*

A beautiful day indeed.. and i wish for many more like this :D

Zindagi ek safar hai suhana.. yaha kal kya ho kisne jana..
haste gaate jaha se guzar.. duniya ki tu parvah na kar..
muskurate hue din betana.. yaha kal kya ho kisne jana..

So always keep smiling...

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Friday, February 23, 2007

Things i learned so far...


Some are famous quotes and some are just my random ramblings..
.. Letting go is something you have to do every moment again and again..

.. In life just dont trust people.. who change their feelings with time.. instead trust those people whose feelings remain the same.. even when the time changes..

.. Its true that love makes us weak but later we are stronger than ever..

.. How ironic one moment you think you cant live without someone.. and the next moment you do exactly the same..

.. True love is giving all times..

.. Never expect anything from those who dont have anything to give.. not even a smile..
..
.. Ever notice that the people who hurt you the most are the ones you love most ?..
..
.. If hurting me makes you happy.. iam ready to cry all my life.. just to see you smile..
..
.. It isn't what you have.. or who you are.. where you are.. or what you are doing.. that makes you happy or unhappy.. it is what you think about..
..
So.. be positive always.. cherish the moments.. enjoy the life.. care for those who care for you.. love as no one else can ever love.. *smiles*

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Sunday, February 11, 2007

Still in love...


Love is in the air.. as V-day is coming near.. one can see the excitement everywhere.. in malls.. hallmark shops.. gift shops.. long booking list of restaurents.. and ofcourse on many faces.. it was one of my favourite days too till last year... but this year i think i have grown up.. earlier i used to wait for this day... to get those red.. pink cards.. to enjoy those chocs.. well those were college days.. but yes ofcourse i still dream of a sweet romantic date with my man(no idea where's he :P) on V-day..

When someone asked me to spend this 14th eve with him ..i wasnt sure what to say.. i hate disappointing someone.. iam just tired of myself.. its not like i dont want to go.. or i dont like the company.. its just.. at this moment of time i want to fall in love with myself.. myself whom i have lost somewhere in between those tears.. and one have to love oneself before passing it on to others right.. just like a smile.. if you want to see smiling faces.. you have to smile first.. mere mazi ke zakhm to bhar jane de.. fir tujhae bhi ae dost mei apna samjhoongi .. someone said those lines to me long back.. and words changed my life.. today i uttered those lines silently in my heart and sent a sorry card to a friend.. i hope he'll understand..

Was listening to a friend's story who broke up six months back.. suddenly i said ..you know what.. you still love him.. and she was like.. you crazy gal we split long back.. mmm ye so what.. is loving someone and not loving someone is in our hands? things happen just like that.. and i dont believe that breaking up means you will stop loving that person.. as far as i think is once in love is always in love.. how can you just say oh! i dont feel like that now.. may be iam wrong but those who were close to heart will always be special doesnt matter how much pain they have given.. moving on is something different.. it doesnt mean you have forgotten.. its just you suppress your feelings coz you know its not gonna work.. she was listening to all my illogical(for her) blabbering.. and asked ok.. how can you say iam still in love with him.. well.. its simple.. You are still in love if...

* When you offer prayers and wish for his/her happiness first..

* When you find yourself dialing his/her number and not calling..

* When you still waits for his/her mails doesnt matter how short they are..

* When you miss him/her just like that..

* When an old fight makes you smile and an old sweet moment makes you cry..

* When doesnt matter how many friends you have now.. you still look around to get the glimpse of him/her..

* When you silently walk through the lanes where you can find his/her footprints..

* When you talks to common friends just to find out about him/her..

* When he/she is the first in morning and last in night you think about..

* When you read their fortune first then yours..

* When you wish to hear from him/her once..

* When you cant stop your tears when he/she calls you but you pretends as nothing affects you..

* When you miss him/her when you are happy.. and when he/she is sad..

* When incidents of past when they got hurt physically.. emotionally still makes you cry..

Then believe me you are still in love..

Juda hoke bhi.. tu mujhme kahi baki hai..
palko mei ban ke aansoo tu chali aati hai..
kaise zinda hoo zindagi.. bin tere mei..
ab to aadat se hai mujhko aise jeene mei..
saath mere hai tu har pal.. shab ke andhere mei..
paas mere hai tu.. ujle savere mei..
dil se dhadkan bhula dena..aasan nahi hai..
ab to aadat se hai mujhko aise jeene mei..


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posted by faith at 11:37 AM, | 7 comments
Tuesday, January 23, 2007

Friends...



Treat your life as a sea.. your heart as a seashore.. and friends like waves..
it never matters how many waves are there..
what matters is..
how many waves touched the seashore..
..
Weekend was not so good.. was feeling lonely.. and a strange fear was making me restless.. so much going on in my small world at a very fast speed.. iam confused.. iam lost.. iam scared.. i donno what Almighty has planned for me.. and at moments like this when everything seems wrong.. when you cant find a reason to walk ahead.. when you cant sleep coz of nightmares.. that time you can trust only one person ..FRIEND.. one who understands not only our words but silence too.. one who scolds us when see us awake at weird hours.. one who keeps everything aside and listens to us.. one who cares.. one who praises us when we are right and shows us right way when we are wrong.. one who fights ..shouts.. disagree.. but at the end of the day you will find them by your side with a same smile.. friends bring sunshine to our life.. can you imagine life without friends??? Iam one of those lucky people in world who are blessed with wonderful friends.. thanks for always being there when i need you the most..
.
You are the reason of my smile...
life is beautiful..
coz i have you in my life..
.
Thanks for being my friend..

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Wednesday, January 17, 2007

lehron ki tarah..

Lehron ki tarah yaadein.. dil se takrati hai..
toofan uthati hai.. lehron ki tarah yaadein..

yaadein hamari zindgi ka vo hissa hai.. jo kabhi bevafa nahi hota.. log milte hai juda hote hai.. fir naye humsafar milte hai.. koi char kadam saath chalta hai to koi thoda door tak.. par shayad waqt ke saath ek din sab chod jate hai.. aur tanhayi mei ye yaadein hi sachi dost hoti hai.. aap chahe kitna bhi door bhage inse par ye kabhi saath nahi chodti.. haan guzarte waqt ki dhool mei kho zaroor jati hai kabhi kabhi.. aur hum sochte hai hum bhool gaye us waqt ko... par fir halki si dastak par subah ki gunguni dhoop ki tarah dabe paanv chali aati hai waqt bewaqt.. kabhi aansoo bankar to kabhi hontho ki muskan ke roop mei.. chahe bachpan ki meethe pal ho... ya college ki khatti meethi yaadein.. ya phir kisi ke saath guzare vo haseen lamhe.. vo shabnam ki aos si bheegi palke aur adkhili kali se muskurate honth.. har pal ek sapna sa lagta hai.. jaise kabhi jiya hi na ho.. kuch apna sa lagta hai.. to kuch begana sa dikhta hai.. aise hoti hai yaadein.. satrangi rango mei ragi.. door aasman mei uda le jati hai..

karoge yaad to har baat yaad aayegi.. guzarte waqt ki har mauj thahar jayegi..

Aksar hum aaj se bhag kar yaadoin mei jeete hai.. aur un lamho ko andekha kar dete hai jo kal yaadein ban jayenge.. shayad yahi insaan ki fitrat hai... jo jab saath hota hai tab uski kadar nahi... aur baad mei aansoo bahane mei bhi koi kami nahi.. par na to yaado mei zindagi katti hai.. aur na hi yaado ke bina jiya ja sakta hai..

yaadein na jaye beete dino ki.. jake na aaye jo pal..
dil kyo bulaye.. unhe dil kyo bulaye...

jo chala gaya use bhool ja vo na sun sakega teri sada... par jo hai usko na jane do.. isiliye..

abhi alavida mat kaho dosto.. na jaane phir kahan mulaaqaat ho.. kyon ki..
biite hue lamhon ki kasak saath to hogi.. kvaabon mein hi ho chaahe mulaaqaat to hogi..
ye pyaar ye duubi hui rangiin fizaaen.. ye chahare ye nazaare ye javaan rut ye havaaen..
ham jaaen kahin inaki mahak saath to hogi.. phuulon ki tarah dil mein basaae hue rakhana..
yaadon ke chiraagon ko jalaae hue rakhana.. lambaa hai safar is mein kahin raat to hogi..
ye saath guzaare hue lamhaat kii daulat.. jazbaat kii daulat ye kayaalaat kii daulat..
kuchh paas na ho paas ye saugaat to hogi.. biite hue lamhon kii ...


Courtesy.. pal jo yaad aate hai har pal..

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posted by faith at 5:15 PM, | 7 comments
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