Tuesday, June 26, 2007
Tere khushboo mei base khat...
She was busy in tearing papers.. cards.. letters on which she used to scribble her thoughts.. her dreamz.. was making sure that she wont left any memory alive.. may be doing this will help her in moving on she thought.. she deleted all mails.. messages.. and took a look at his picture in her hand.. no tears .. no sighs.. she was absolutely fine.. thought may be everything will be easier now.. she took a ride to the past.. enjoyed each and every moment of time.. and then peacefully crashed herself on bed.. thinking she have done it finally.. closed her eyes.. and there he was.. but she deleted everything right? then? well deleting physically doesnt mean its easy to erase from heart too.. only time can fade that pain away.. tears hugged her pillow tight.. after few minutes she got up.. picked up all the peices of paper.. kept them in a box.. retrieved all mails and messages and shifted them to a folder.. sealed them with a kiss ..and smiled.. but promised herself not to touch them again..
tere khushbuu men base khat main jalaataa kaise..
pyaar men duube huye khat main jalaataa kaise..
jin ko duniyaa kii nigaahon se chhupaaye rakhaa..
jin ko ik umr kaleje se lagaaye rakhaa..
jin ko, jinhen iimaan banaaye rakhaa..
tune duniyaa kii nigaahon se jo bachkar likhe..
saalahaasaal mere naam baraabar likhe..
kabhii din men to kabhii raat men uthakar likhe..
pyaar men duube huye khat main jalaata kaise..
tere haathon ke likhe khat main jalaata kaise..
And it was a beautiful morning.. misty eyes.. but a fresh smile.. she knew it that she have to leave the past behind.. and now its the time.. coz its what.. we call life.. hai na..
Yeh jo zindagi ki kitaab hai ye kitaab bhi kyaa kitaab hai..
kahin ek haseen saa Khvaab hai kahin jaan-levaa azaab hai..
kahin chhaanv hai kahin dhoop hai kahin aur hi koi roop hai..
kayi chehare is mein chupe hue ik ajeeb si yeh naqaab hai..
kahin kho diyaa kahin paa liyaa kahin ro liyaa kahin gaa liyaa..
kahin cheen leti hai har Khushi kahin meharabaan behisaab hai..
kahin aasoon ki hai daastaan kahin muskuraahaton ka bayaan..
kahin barqaton ki hai baarishen kahin tishnagii behisaab hai..
Yeh jo zindagi ki kitaab hai ye kitaab bhi kyaa kitaab hai ...
Kuch pakar khona hai.. kuch khokar pana hai..
jeevan ka matlab to.. aana aur jaana hai..
And as moving on is life.. i have to move on from here too.. coz i nurtured this place with my emotions.. most of the posts were reflection of my feelings.. love ..care.. tears.. dreamz.. pain.. hope.. and faith.. so many memories hidden behind the words..
Ye jagah aur uski khamoshi... pyaar ke naam...
pyaar bahut karte hai tumse... ishq hai tu hamara sanam...
May be i'll write again.. may be not.. but somewhere else.. Thanks to all of you for everything..
tere khushbuu men base khat main jalaataa kaise..
pyaar men duube huye khat main jalaataa kaise..
jin ko duniyaa kii nigaahon se chhupaaye rakhaa..
jin ko ik umr kaleje se lagaaye rakhaa..
jin ko, jinhen iimaan banaaye rakhaa..
tune duniyaa kii nigaahon se jo bachkar likhe..
saalahaasaal mere naam baraabar likhe..
kabhii din men to kabhii raat men uthakar likhe..
pyaar men duube huye khat main jalaata kaise..
tere haathon ke likhe khat main jalaata kaise..
And it was a beautiful morning.. misty eyes.. but a fresh smile.. she knew it that she have to leave the past behind.. and now its the time.. coz its what.. we call life.. hai na..
Yeh jo zindagi ki kitaab hai ye kitaab bhi kyaa kitaab hai..
kahin ek haseen saa Khvaab hai kahin jaan-levaa azaab hai..
kahin chhaanv hai kahin dhoop hai kahin aur hi koi roop hai..
kayi chehare is mein chupe hue ik ajeeb si yeh naqaab hai..
kahin kho diyaa kahin paa liyaa kahin ro liyaa kahin gaa liyaa..
kahin cheen leti hai har Khushi kahin meharabaan behisaab hai..
kahin aasoon ki hai daastaan kahin muskuraahaton ka bayaan..
kahin barqaton ki hai baarishen kahin tishnagii behisaab hai..
Yeh jo zindagi ki kitaab hai ye kitaab bhi kyaa kitaab hai ...
Kuch pakar khona hai.. kuch khokar pana hai..
jeevan ka matlab to.. aana aur jaana hai..
And as moving on is life.. i have to move on from here too.. coz i nurtured this place with my emotions.. most of the posts were reflection of my feelings.. love ..care.. tears.. dreamz.. pain.. hope.. and faith.. so many memories hidden behind the words..
Ye jagah aur uski khamoshi... pyaar ke naam...
pyaar bahut karte hai tumse... ishq hai tu hamara sanam...
May be i'll write again.. may be not.. but somewhere else.. Thanks to all of you for everything..
Labels: blog, Close to heart, Personal
posted by faith at 12:21 PM, | 
13 Comments:
allah....dekhiye aap mein aur hum mein jhagda ho jaega..
tesue mat bahaya kijiye...ham jaison ko dard hota hai fir...
waise bahut dino baad online aaya hun..par aap usi ada se dard bayaan kar rahi hain....theek hai par bayaan hi karo...roya na karo....
like dat movie...finding neverland..they say when someone like you cries here...a fairy dies in neverland...so pls dont cry..plzzz..!
arz hai..
"mera tesoo yahin ada..khane ko maange dahi bada
sookh gaya mera tesoo...ek taang pe khada khada.."
wen i was cryin..it made me smile..hope it does the same to u..and u smile the same way u do..like dis...**smiles*
tesue mat bahaya kijiye...ham jaison ko dard hota hai fir...
waise bahut dino baad online aaya hun..par aap usi ada se dard bayaan kar rahi hain....theek hai par bayaan hi karo...roya na karo....
like dat movie...finding neverland..they say when someone like you cries here...a fairy dies in neverland...so pls dont cry..plzzz..!
arz hai..
"mera tesoo yahin ada..khane ko maange dahi bada
sookh gaya mera tesoo...ek taang pe khada khada.."
wen i was cryin..it made me smile..hope it does the same to u..and u smile the same way u do..like dis...**smiles*
beautiful...romantic...excellent..
great! hats off madam
great! hats off madam
Hi Faith,
Sorry for being away but it seems its time for you to move on. And, although I am sad at that thought, I am still happy for you because this space of yours needs to move on too. I think its time for mysmilesndreamz to replace all the tears. Good Luck and keep in touch and remember, I am only a ping away :-)
- Ricky
Sorry for being away but it seems its time for you to move on. And, although I am sad at that thought, I am still happy for you because this space of yours needs to move on too. I think its time for mysmilesndreamz to replace all the tears. Good Luck and keep in touch and remember, I am only a ping away :-)
- Ricky
hi !!!!
its heart touching.
pyar to ek eshash hai... bhoolne ke liye to memories hoti hai..eshash nahi....:P... pahle mujhe bhi eshash nahi tha ..ab jana ye ek hasin si mushibat hai....:)
" tujhe bhoolna to chaha !!!lekin bhola na paya"
its heart touching.
pyar to ek eshash hai... bhoolne ke liye to memories hoti hai..eshash nahi....:P... pahle mujhe bhi eshash nahi tha ..ab jana ye ek hasin si mushibat hai....:)
" tujhe bhoolna to chaha !!!lekin bhola na paya"
We kan kall this as coincidence,
for whole day today i was searching for the song " Wo khat ke purze uda raha tha..."
And here i got those pieces....
A nice writeup.....
And dear, jitna bhi koshish kar lo i kan challenge you.....
You kant define LOVE.........
Its beautiful and it gives you a sense of responsibility in you that i know about it.......
Smiles :)
for whole day today i was searching for the song " Wo khat ke purze uda raha tha..."
And here i got those pieces....
A nice writeup.....
And dear, jitna bhi koshish kar lo i kan challenge you.....
You kant define LOVE.........
Its beautiful and it gives you a sense of responsibility in you that i know about it.......
Smiles :)
Miss ya :-)
You moved me to tears...U write so beautifully...and yeah...it's all about moving on & on & on...n keep blogging so that we can have such nice stuff to read!
Best of luck Faith.
**Smiles**
Great post... I appreciate.. :)
Hi :) Happy New Year...
Aaj bhi un khaton ko ulat palat kar dekhta hoon , kore panno ke sivai kuch nahi milta , magar yaadon ki galiyon me jab dil dhoondata hain use to veeraniyon me kho jaata hoon .... waqt ek maraham ki tarah hota hain ... yeh sabhi jaante hain ... magar jab un ghaavo ko dekhta hoon to aaj bhi dard hota hain ...
jab aap us daur se guajarte ho jab hamesha ek darr sa laga rehta hain ki kahin aap kisi apne ko kho na do to zindagi ek kash ma kash si ho jaati hain ...
kuch aisa hi hua mere saath .. pata nahi kyon hamesha aisa lagta hain ki mere haato se koi cheej chhoot rahi rahi .. kahi khote jaa rahi hain ... usse jab baat karta hoon uske khushiyon me uska saath deta hoon tab ajeeb sa ek dard seene me hota hain .... kya karu aisa kya ho jaye ki uska mann badal jaye ...
Maanta hoon ki zindagi me jo hota hain acche ke liye hota hain .. hum akele aate hain aur akele hi chale jaate hain ... magar jo waqt is beech hum guzarte hain wahi usi me hum khokar reh jaate hain ..
Doston kabhi bhi kisi ka dil nahi dukhana .. aur meri tarah kabhi dil me baat nahi rakhna ... ho sakta hain ki aap bahut der kar de kisi ko batane ke liye ki tumhi ho mere zindagi me.... koi dusra nahi hain ....
jab aap us daur se guajarte ho jab hamesha ek darr sa laga rehta hain ki kahin aap kisi apne ko kho na do to zindagi ek kash ma kash si ho jaati hain ...
kuch aisa hi hua mere saath .. pata nahi kyon hamesha aisa lagta hain ki mere haato se koi cheej chhoot rahi rahi .. kahi khote jaa rahi hain ... usse jab baat karta hoon uske khushiyon me uska saath deta hoon tab ajeeb sa ek dard seene me hota hain .... kya karu aisa kya ho jaye ki uska mann badal jaye ...
Maanta hoon ki zindagi me jo hota hain acche ke liye hota hain .. hum akele aate hain aur akele hi chale jaate hain ... magar jo waqt is beech hum guzarte hain wahi usi me hum khokar reh jaate hain ..
Doston kabhi bhi kisi ka dil nahi dukhana .. aur meri tarah kabhi dil me baat nahi rakhna ... ho sakta hain ki aap bahut der kar de kisi ko batane ke liye ki tumhi ho mere zindagi me.... koi dusra nahi hain ....
I think you must continue to blog. Life has always been about moving on. No?