Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Tere khushboo mei base khat...

She was busy in tearing papers.. cards.. letters on which she used to scribble her thoughts.. her dreamz.. was making sure that she wont left any memory alive.. may be doing this will help her in moving on she thought.. she deleted all mails.. messages.. and took a look at his picture in her hand.. no tears .. no sighs.. she was absolutely fine.. thought may be everything will be easier now.. she took a ride to the past.. enjoyed each and every moment of time.. and then peacefully crashed herself on bed.. thinking she have done it finally.. closed her eyes.. and there he was.. but she deleted everything right? then? well deleting physically doesnt mean its easy to erase from heart too.. only time can fade that pain away.. tears hugged her pillow tight.. after few minutes she got up.. picked up all the peices of paper.. kept them in a box.. retrieved all mails and messages and shifted them to a folder.. sealed them with a kiss ..and smiled.. but promised herself not to touch them again..

tere khushbuu men base khat main jalaataa kaise..
pyaar men duube huye khat main jalaataa kaise..
jin ko duniyaa kii nigaahon se chhupaaye rakhaa..
jin ko ik umr kaleje se lagaaye rakhaa..
jin ko, jinhen iimaan banaaye rakhaa..
tune duniyaa kii nigaahon se jo bachkar likhe..
saalahaasaal mere naam baraabar likhe..
kabhii din men to kabhii raat men uthakar likhe..
pyaar men duube huye khat main jalaata kaise..
tere haathon ke likhe khat main jalaata kaise..

And it was a beautiful morning.. misty eyes.. but a fresh smile.. she knew it that she have to leave the past behind.. and now its the time.. coz its what.. we call life.. hai na..

Yeh jo zindagi ki kitaab hai ye kitaab bhi kyaa kitaab hai..
kahin ek haseen saa Khvaab hai kahin jaan-levaa azaab hai..
kahin chhaanv hai kahin dhoop hai kahin aur hi koi roop hai..
kayi chehare is mein chupe hue ik ajeeb si yeh naqaab hai..
kahin kho diyaa kahin paa liyaa kahin ro liyaa kahin gaa liyaa..
kahin cheen leti hai har Khushi kahin meharabaan behisaab hai..
kahin aasoon ki hai daastaan kahin muskuraahaton ka bayaan..
kahin barqaton ki hai baarishen kahin tishnagii behisaab hai..
Yeh jo zindagi ki kitaab hai ye kitaab bhi kyaa kitaab hai ...

Kuch pakar khona hai.. kuch khokar pana hai..
jeevan ka matlab to.. aana aur jaana hai..

And as moving on is life.. i have to move on from here too.. coz i nurtured this place with my emotions.. most of the posts were reflection of my feelings.. love ..care.. tears.. dreamz.. pain.. hope.. and faith.. so many memories hidden behind the words..


Ye jagah aur uski khamoshi... pyaar ke naam...
pyaar bahut karte hai tumse... ishq hai tu hamara sanam...



May be i'll write again.. may be not.. but somewhere else.. Thanks to all of you for everything..


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Thursday, April 05, 2007

Frozen time...


So much going on in my life right now.. life's slapping me from all sides.. and as being an escapist.. i wanna go back to my cocoon for sometime.. so that i can see clearly.. what i want.. so this place will be in hibernation.. till faith finds her new ray of hope to live.. to smile..

Sometimes when everything is going wrong.. somethings still manage to happen at right time.. so is my trip to UK.. iam flying to London next week.. have to concentrate on work.. have to make some important decison of my life.. hope i'll be confident as ever.. and will be able to see things wisely..

Thanks to all of you for reading this space.. for commenting on my silly/sweet whispers of heart.. for all those kind words.. this blog is anonymous in first place still i dont know from where people manage to come here.. as yesterday the visitor's counter crossed 10,000.. *smiles*

My best wishes are with you always.. i'll be back for sure.. hopefully with more colors and smiles to share.. so dont forget moi *smiles*


Dard kee saaree tahe aaur saare gujare haadase..
sab dhuwaan ho jaayenge, ek waakiyaa rah jaayegaa..

yoo bhee hogaa wo muze dil se bhoolaa degaa magar..
ye bhee hogaa khud usee mein ek khalaa rah jaayegaa..


Goodbye..Namaste.. Salaam..


Sayonara..




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Wednesday, March 07, 2007

A new look...



A new look.. after a long time or should i say a very first time after creating this space i changed my template.. i was so in love with that girl waiting for someone.. lost in memories.. but we all have to move on with life ..dont we.. cant wait forever for anyone.. when we know they will never gonna come back.. donno why it took so much of me to change this template.. may be coz iam too silly to get attached with everything so deeply.. *my poor ultra sensitive heart* :P anyways, today i want to move towards a new destination.. a new path still lost in mist though.. a hope that sun will shine and make me smile.. or i'll be lost forever in these memory lanes.. donno.. but still i wish for a new ray of hope.. new smiles.. a new twinkle in eyes.. *smiles*


Kisii ke vaasate raahein kahaan badalatii hain..
tum apane aap ko Khud hii badal sako to chalo..





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