Wednesday, February 13, 2008

The End....

Sooner or later we move on with life.. leave heartaches.. pain and tears behind.. try to keep happy memories and want to forget sad ones.. but everything good or bad ..smile or tear holds its special place when given from someone very special..
Aag to bujh gayi.. tapish ab bhi baki hai.. dil to toot chuka.. lekin tera khayaal ab bhi baki hai...
Same dreams.. same hope and same faith i see in someone else's eyes now.. and i promise myself not to fail again..
A New Beginning.. A New Life..

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Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Tere khushboo mei base khat...

She was busy in tearing papers.. cards.. letters on which she used to scribble her thoughts.. her dreamz.. was making sure that she wont left any memory alive.. may be doing this will help her in moving on she thought.. she deleted all mails.. messages.. and took a look at his picture in her hand.. no tears .. no sighs.. she was absolutely fine.. thought may be everything will be easier now.. she took a ride to the past.. enjoyed each and every moment of time.. and then peacefully crashed herself on bed.. thinking she have done it finally.. closed her eyes.. and there he was.. but she deleted everything right? then? well deleting physically doesnt mean its easy to erase from heart too.. only time can fade that pain away.. tears hugged her pillow tight.. after few minutes she got up.. picked up all the peices of paper.. kept them in a box.. retrieved all mails and messages and shifted them to a folder.. sealed them with a kiss ..and smiled.. but promised herself not to touch them again..

tere khushbuu men base khat main jalaataa kaise..
pyaar men duube huye khat main jalaataa kaise..
jin ko duniyaa kii nigaahon se chhupaaye rakhaa..
jin ko ik umr kaleje se lagaaye rakhaa..
jin ko, jinhen iimaan banaaye rakhaa..
tune duniyaa kii nigaahon se jo bachkar likhe..
saalahaasaal mere naam baraabar likhe..
kabhii din men to kabhii raat men uthakar likhe..
pyaar men duube huye khat main jalaata kaise..
tere haathon ke likhe khat main jalaata kaise..

And it was a beautiful morning.. misty eyes.. but a fresh smile.. she knew it that she have to leave the past behind.. and now its the time.. coz its what.. we call life.. hai na..

Yeh jo zindagi ki kitaab hai ye kitaab bhi kyaa kitaab hai..
kahin ek haseen saa Khvaab hai kahin jaan-levaa azaab hai..
kahin chhaanv hai kahin dhoop hai kahin aur hi koi roop hai..
kayi chehare is mein chupe hue ik ajeeb si yeh naqaab hai..
kahin kho diyaa kahin paa liyaa kahin ro liyaa kahin gaa liyaa..
kahin cheen leti hai har Khushi kahin meharabaan behisaab hai..
kahin aasoon ki hai daastaan kahin muskuraahaton ka bayaan..
kahin barqaton ki hai baarishen kahin tishnagii behisaab hai..
Yeh jo zindagi ki kitaab hai ye kitaab bhi kyaa kitaab hai ...

Kuch pakar khona hai.. kuch khokar pana hai..
jeevan ka matlab to.. aana aur jaana hai..

And as moving on is life.. i have to move on from here too.. coz i nurtured this place with my emotions.. most of the posts were reflection of my feelings.. love ..care.. tears.. dreamz.. pain.. hope.. and faith.. so many memories hidden behind the words..


Ye jagah aur uski khamoshi... pyaar ke naam...
pyaar bahut karte hai tumse... ishq hai tu hamara sanam...



May be i'll write again.. may be not.. but somewhere else.. Thanks to all of you for everything..


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Saturday, June 09, 2007

Kabhi..

Kabhi Khamosh baithoge.. kabhi kuch gungunaoge..
main utna yaad aonga.. mujhe jitna bhulaoge..
Koi jab pooch baithega khamoshi ka sabab tumse..
Bohat samjhana chahoge mager samjha na paoge..
main utna yaad aonga.. mujhe jitna bhulaoge..
Kabhi dunia mukamal banke aaye gi nigahon main..
Kabhi meri kami dunia ki her ik shaye main paoge..
main utna yaad aonga.. mujhe jitna bhulaoge..
kahin per bhi rahen hum tum.. mohabbat phir mohabbat hai..
tumhen hum yaad ayenge.. humen tum yaad aoge..


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Nayi kaliya khilne ko hai..
nayi khushiya milne ko hai..
fir bhi dil dhoondta hai usi ko..
jiski chahat mei hum mitne ko hai..


chod diya tha usne..
andhero mei bhatakne ko..
ashkkon se bheegi chandni..
mei sisakne ko..
jiski ek udasi par..
ro padte the hum..
jiski ek hasi par..
khil uatthe the hum..
kyo usko kabhi yaad na aayi..
humne to ro ro kar har raat bitayi..

andhera ab chatne ko hai..
naya ek suraj niklne ko hai..
chidiyo ki chahak se..
phoolo ki mahek se..
zindagi meri muskurane ko hai..
fir bhi mann udas kyo hai..



Ae jindgi gale laga le.. hum ne bhi tere har ik gam ko gale se lagaya hai.. Hai na ..?

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Friday, March 30, 2007

There was a time...

There was a time when she wanted to talk to him.. about small small things of life.. wanted him to listen to her endless dreamz.. wanted to hear her name million times a day from him.. wanted him to smile.. laugh.. tease ..wanted him to feel how much she loves him.. wanted to take care of his things.. when she wanted to scold him for not eating and not sleeping on time.. there was a time when she wanted him to hold her hand and tell her not to worry.. wanted him to be there just for her.. to hugg her tight.. wanted to let him know that she will never leave him ..but he was busy somewhere else..
Then one day he asked ..you dont want to talk to me anymore.. are you busy?? tears filled her eyes.. yeah! a bit.. she said and smiled..


Pyaar hai ya hai saza..
ae mere dil bata..
tootta kyo nahi..
dard ka silsila..
dede koi jaan bhi agar..
dilbar pe ho na..
dilbar pe ho na..
koi asar..
kaisa hai safar wafa ki manjil ka..
na hai koi hal dilon ki mushkil ka..
dhadkan dhadkan bikhri ranjishein..
saansein saansein tooti bandishein..
kahi to har lamha honton pe fariyaad hai..
kisi ki duniya chaahat mein barbaad hai..
koi na sune sisakati aanhon ko..
koi na dhare tadapati baahon ko..
aadhi aadhi puri khwaishein..
tooti footi sab farmaaishein..
kahin shak hain kahin nafrat ki deewaar hai..
kahin jeet mein bhi shamil palpal haar hain..
ya rabba... pyaar hai ya hai saza..



There are moments in life when you miss someone.. so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real!

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Friday, March 16, 2007

Mere meet...


Yadoon ki baucharo se jab palke bheegne lagti hai..
kitni saundhi lagti hai tab maazi ki rusvayi bhi..



Last night when i was looking for some lost paper.. a small paper in the corner of drawer.. caught my attention.. i unfold it and it was something i scribbled in one of those days when nights were long..


Tumhi to the mere priya meet..
diya tha jise maine apne..
pyaar ka vo khazana..
apnaya tha poore dil se..
par rooth gaye tum..
yu hi bina baat..
dooriya badate gaye tum..
mei hi aa jati tumhe manane..
par tumhare vo teekshn kataksh..
aur aankhon ke unkahe ulahano ne..
rok diye mere..
tumhari aur badte paanv..
kitne shool diye hai tumne..
mei gina nahi sakti..
aaj jab bhi tumhe kisi aur se..
hans kar baat karte dekhti hoo..
to khush hoti hoo..
ki mujhse na sahi..
kisi aur se hi sahi..
mohabbat to hai tumhe..
jis din pyaar ki sahi paribhasha samjhoge..
us din khud bakhud mere paas..
chale aaoge tum..
jis raah bhi aaoge..
uske darvaaze hamesha apne liye..
khule paoge tum..
phir apna loongi mei tumhe..
chupa loongi mei tumhe..
apne pyaar ke saagar mei..
ki tum phir kabhi bhi.. kahi bhi..
na bhatak sako..

And a couplet mentioned on top .. i read it somewhere in random blog hopping.. and liked it.. so due thanks to that blogger..

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Thursday, January 25, 2007

Yu hi...


Ab khushi hai na koi gam rulane vala..
humne apna liya har rang zamane vala..
usko rukhsat to kiya tha.. mujhae maloom na tha..
sara ghar le gaya.. ghar chod ke jane vala..

Socha nahi achcha bura.. dekha suna kuch bhi nahi..
maanga khuda se raat din.. tere siva kuch bhi nahi..
dekha tujhae.. socha tujhae.. chaha tujhae.. pooja tujhae..
meri khata meri wafa.. teri khata kuch bhi nahi..
ahsaas ki khushboo kaha.. aavaaz ke jugnu kaha..
khamosh yaado ke siva.. ghar mei raha kuch bhi nahi..

Ae mohabbat tere anjaam pe rona aaya..
jane kyo aaj tere naam pe rona aaya..
yu to har sham ummedoin mei guzar jati thi..
aaj kuch baat hai jo sham pe rona aaya..
kabhi taqdir ka matam kabhi duniya ka gila..
manzil-e-ishq mei har gam pe rona aaya..
jab hua zikr zamane mei mohabbat ka..
mujhko apne dil-e-nakaam pe rona aaya..

Kabhi kisi ko mukammal jaha nahi milta..
kahi zami to kahi aasma nahi milta..






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Wednesday, January 17, 2007

lehron ki tarah..

Lehron ki tarah yaadein.. dil se takrati hai..
toofan uthati hai.. lehron ki tarah yaadein..

yaadein hamari zindgi ka vo hissa hai.. jo kabhi bevafa nahi hota.. log milte hai juda hote hai.. fir naye humsafar milte hai.. koi char kadam saath chalta hai to koi thoda door tak.. par shayad waqt ke saath ek din sab chod jate hai.. aur tanhayi mei ye yaadein hi sachi dost hoti hai.. aap chahe kitna bhi door bhage inse par ye kabhi saath nahi chodti.. haan guzarte waqt ki dhool mei kho zaroor jati hai kabhi kabhi.. aur hum sochte hai hum bhool gaye us waqt ko... par fir halki si dastak par subah ki gunguni dhoop ki tarah dabe paanv chali aati hai waqt bewaqt.. kabhi aansoo bankar to kabhi hontho ki muskan ke roop mei.. chahe bachpan ki meethe pal ho... ya college ki khatti meethi yaadein.. ya phir kisi ke saath guzare vo haseen lamhe.. vo shabnam ki aos si bheegi palke aur adkhili kali se muskurate honth.. har pal ek sapna sa lagta hai.. jaise kabhi jiya hi na ho.. kuch apna sa lagta hai.. to kuch begana sa dikhta hai.. aise hoti hai yaadein.. satrangi rango mei ragi.. door aasman mei uda le jati hai..

karoge yaad to har baat yaad aayegi.. guzarte waqt ki har mauj thahar jayegi..

Aksar hum aaj se bhag kar yaadoin mei jeete hai.. aur un lamho ko andekha kar dete hai jo kal yaadein ban jayenge.. shayad yahi insaan ki fitrat hai... jo jab saath hota hai tab uski kadar nahi... aur baad mei aansoo bahane mei bhi koi kami nahi.. par na to yaado mei zindagi katti hai.. aur na hi yaado ke bina jiya ja sakta hai..

yaadein na jaye beete dino ki.. jake na aaye jo pal..
dil kyo bulaye.. unhe dil kyo bulaye...

jo chala gaya use bhool ja vo na sun sakega teri sada... par jo hai usko na jane do.. isiliye..

abhi alavida mat kaho dosto.. na jaane phir kahan mulaaqaat ho.. kyon ki..
biite hue lamhon ki kasak saath to hogi.. kvaabon mein hi ho chaahe mulaaqaat to hogi..
ye pyaar ye duubi hui rangiin fizaaen.. ye chahare ye nazaare ye javaan rut ye havaaen..
ham jaaen kahin inaki mahak saath to hogi.. phuulon ki tarah dil mein basaae hue rakhana..
yaadon ke chiraagon ko jalaae hue rakhana.. lambaa hai safar is mein kahin raat to hogi..
ye saath guzaare hue lamhaat kii daulat.. jazbaat kii daulat ye kayaalaat kii daulat..
kuchh paas na ho paas ye saugaat to hogi.. biite hue lamhon kii ...


Courtesy.. pal jo yaad aate hai har pal..

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posted by faith at 5:15 PM, | 7 comments
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